I honestly don’t even know where to start... so I guess I’ll begin with the most obvious part.

100 followers? I must be dreaming.

I don’t even really know what to say about that. I never expected people to actually enjoy my bots the way they do. It just doesn’t feel real sometimes. I make things, I post them, and somehow... people are actually there using them, interacting with them, enjoying them. That alone means more than I know how to properly express.

Now, the second thing... I feel a bit lost with the direction I’m taking.

Lately, it’s been getting harder to create new bots. I actually have one ready to upload, the Kyoshin bot, but I’m not satisfied with how it’s turning out. Something about it just doesn’t feel right yet, like it’s missing what I wanted it to be in the first place. So instead of forcing it, I’ve decided to try something different: I’m going to make a forum request where you can suggest bot ideas directly. Yes, you. If you’ve got time, I’d really appreciate it if you checked it out and shared what kind of bots you’d like to see. It would help me a lot more than you probably think.

And third... I’ve been feeling a bit uncomfortable with the platform lately.

Just recently I saw the subscription option, and it honestly reminded me of another AI platform. That, combined with the issues Janitor has already been having, makes me question a bit where things are heading. I want to be clear though... I’m not leaving. Not at all. I just... I guess I’m trying to understand how I feel about it and what my place here is going to look like moving forward. I’d genuinely like to know what you think about this too.

So... have I come back?

I don’t really know.

But I know this isn’t a goodbye.

And weirdly enough, I think I’m starting to enjoy this whole process: the confusion, the uncertainty, all of it. It feels like something is being built, even if I can’t see exactly what it is yet.

Before I finish, I just want to say thank you. Really. To everyone who’s been here, who’s been using my bots, supporting my work, or even just quietly following along. I never expected this many people to stick around, and it genuinely means more than I can properly put into words. Thank you for being here, truly. 💙

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