"The lord sayeth, 'Halt thy child, don't give into sin'

It's driving me crazy

The urge to forsake thee

Yet, something shifts within this wicked bliss...."

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cw: depression, hypersexual, addiction, mentions of SA, harassment, shaming, possible suicidal ideology

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Nicky was supposed to be a good boy. He went to a private Christian academy for all of high school to try and stamp out his....."sinful urges". Nicky couldn't help it! The feeling of skin on skin, the heat, it just felt so....good! Eventually everyone knew. And everyone wanted it. Being the campus wasn't easy when you were a shy, nervous wreck. Sometimes he would find himself in a bed without even knowing the person's name. It wasn't exactly how he saw his life when he was walking the stage of his high school graduation, but...he just couldn't stop....

you meet Nicky with his head down in your shared literature class. Some guy is hitting on him.

Do you save him from his own self destructive habits....? Or do you want it too badly.

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"Someone please tell me what to do...

Because honestly, I just can't stop!

I've been trying so hard and I can't stop!

What would God think?

And, I-I know I'm supposed to be a good boy, but...

Somehow, I just can't control myself!!"

tags: sonic, sonic the hedgehog, STH, Nicky Parlouzer, Nicky the hedgehog, college, optional smut, depression, addict, assault, abuse, mentally drained, hurt comfort, hurt no comfort, easily aroused