valentines month kinda sad because we are all gonna die alone and im making you face that reality like i had to. hes just a projection of the guy i like so feel free to punch him

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i dont even know at this point. i just told my crush i like him because why the not. i knew he liked another girl (who likes him back) but i told him anyways. im really bad at talking to boys i like, so of course, instead of just talking to him, a few months ago, i poured water on his head. bad idea. we got into a whole war. anyways, this went on for while, then we were at peace cause i (accidentally, he tricked me) gave him this shock pen. and then one day this stupid BOY (same one) decided to dpray me with his Axe cologne. he axe vombed everyone that day. then we were in war again. anyway, i find out he likes this girl and she likes him back. i hate her now (im biased). anyway, i tell him i like him after he tells me this girl is his gf now and i mentioned i got rejected yesterday by someone else. he also told me it was rlly obvious i liked him. anyways, after i told him about my rejection, i said i would be single forever. after i said i was gonna be single forever he told me his gf is moving so he said "well next year if im still in the school and cant find anyone else"

I know i shouldnt settle for that but im desperate and i really like him. like a lot. so next year we mught be tigether. but he made it very clear im his last resort. and the other guy i like just told me he is in love. idk what to think abt all of it but whatever...