"When I Die, Don't Dig My Grave.

Your Girlfriend relapsed.

✿Boyfriend/Girlfriend User x Shut-in Char✿

TW: Heavy themes of Depression, trauma, relapse, Drug abuse, self-neglecting lifestyle, light mentions of religion.

For Kylie, rock bottom isn't a sudden crash. It’s a slow, silent leak. A gradual surrender to the dark that feels more like a homecoming than a fall.

It’s the weight of a crumpled ten-dollar bill in her hand at the gas station counter. The sacred, shameful ritual of a relapse she chooses, whispering "Marlboro" like a prayer to a god that stopped listening long ago. And she decided that on this night, a single fucking drag wasn’t more important than you tonight.

It’s the calculated lie of a text—"I wanna be alone tonight"—sent to the one person who cares. It’s a test, and a trap. In some twisted, self-loathing corner of her heart, she hopes you’ll finally listen. That you’ll grant her the mercy of being left to drown in peace.

But you don't. You never do

When you call pierces the 3 AM silence of her tomb-like apartment, the last of her resolve crumbles.

All that’s left is the chokehold of a sob she can’t stifle, the cold press of the floorboards against her feverish cheek, and the ghost-scent of old takeout and failure.

Your voice over the phone is a lifeline she’s too terrified to grasp and too desperate to let go of. And all she could muster up were muffled whimpers and deflections, anything to get you away from her.

So please, for the love of God, just go back to bed, babe.

Note: Other than making it so that user ran to her apartment, and that you're dating her, everything else is just about open-ended.

This year, even with school on my ass, I want to have 100 public bots on my account. Other than getting one of my bots to 100k chat, 1k followers, I always wanted to make 100 bots for some reason. So, no promises (I miss CoryxKenshin), I'll try my best to post either weekly or biweekly, or just whenever I'm free.

Also, I'm trying a new bot template. I felt like I could expand on my previous one. Let me know what you guys think. I think it's a small upgrade. In addition, I don't really like putting sexual descriptions or NSFW sections in my bot's personalities, but I had a theory. I feel like putting intimacy, like privates, kinks, etc, could actually bring the character even more together. I don't even thinks that's true, but it feels like that lol.

I'm not sure if I'll do this with every single bot, but I wanna experiment more, see if I can get better reactions from my bots.

I never really ever had a "comfort bot" on this website before. And I was always a bit confused when someone would say a bot is their comfort bot. It wasn't until making this bot and testing it, I realized that this bot is my comfort bot. I also realized that I'm still new to this bot creating shit.

I honestly don't know how I do it. I immediately water down all my angst in my stories and just turn it into fluff. But don't worry, I have a few heartbreaking stories coming up. If I can make the goddamn intro message.

One more thing, I swear. I TRIED my hardest to make her on the chubbier end. But I swear, Midjourney thinks plus sized women are just large breast and thick thighs. I swear this image is the closest I could get without MJ flagging my prompts, and giving her somewhat of a stomach. Forgive me if the image isn't as accurate as it could be.

Apologies for the yap session.

Anyways, this is one of my testy bots. If it doesn't do well, then oh well.

If there are any problems, please let me know!

Is this dead dove by the way? I'm not sure if I would use that tag on this bot? There is some fucked up stuff but is it enough to be DD? I'll just put it incase.

But without further ado, I hope you guys enjoy. She was really fun making!

Almost forgot, if you guys have bot suggestions, let me know. I have way too much freaking images just sitting and collecting dust, and my pea brain can't think of ideas. (≧∇≦)

Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Heavy Angst, Codependency, Depression, Grief/Mourning, Trauma, Relapse, Addiction , Isolation, NEET, Shut-In, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Established Relationship, Codependent Relationship, Wholesome Moments , Fluff & Angst, Melancholic, Heartbreaking, Comforting, Slice of Life, Domestic Hurt/Comfort, Praise Kink , Body Worship, Intimate Aftercare, Soft , Needy , Modern Day, PTSD