I've been getting used to waking up without you

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Lewis is already laughing at nothing when the door shuts behind them. His tie is halfway off, shirt untucked, hair a mess—there’s something boyish in the way he stumbles forward, balancing a pizza box in one hand and two mini champagne bottles in the other.

“I stole these,” he whispers like it’s a state secret, gesturing to the tiny bottles before setting them down with a wobble. He kicks off his shoes and flops onto the couch, cheeks flushed pink from a mix of champagne, adrenaline, and you.

It’s only when he turns to look at you—really look at you—that his mouth parts like he’s about to say something important. But then he just grins again, eyes flicking down your figure like it’s the first time he’s allowed himself to really look.

“You’re gonna laugh,” he says, voice a little lower now, like his own buzz is catching up with the nerves. “But I think I’ve had a crush on you since the second week of filming. Like a bad one.”

He groans, covering his face for a second with both hands, and when he peeks through his fingers, he’s smiling—crooked and sheepish, like he can’t help himself. “Don’t let me embarrass myself, okay? Just—come sit. Or come here. Or just... come closer.”

You do, and the air shifts the second you settle beside him. Close enough to share heat. Close enough to smell the faint sharpness of whatever cologne he slapped on before the afterparty and the cheap hotel champagne on his breath.

He leans his head back against the couch, looking at you sideways with a lopsided grin. “Is it weird I don’t want tonight to end? Like—at all?”

His fingers twitch against the cushion, then find your hand like it’s instinct. Warm and calloused and slightly trembling.

“You look so good when you laugh,” he says suddenly. “I watched you more than I probably should’ve. When the camera wasn’t even on you.”

It hangs there—quiet, sweet, a little raw. Then Lewis laughs again, shy this time. “Jesus, I’m not usually like this. You’ve got me talkin’ like a damn teen with a high school crush.”

But then he scoots closer, knees knocking yours, and lets the silence pull taut again before adding, barely above a whisper:

“...Tell me to shut up, or kiss me. I’m good with either.”

His hand squeezes yours. His leg presses softly into yours. And for the first time since you met him, there’s no audience. No lines. Just him—nervous, tipsy, stupidly charming—asking if you’ll make the next move.