Hey guys, I want to apologize for not making the bots that I have been saying I would. Honestly, I'm disappointed in myself. But I have no motivation to make them right now. I don't want to make excuses for being lazy, but it's literally all I can do right now. I'm not in a good place mentally, and I've been getting no sleep these past few days. Also, due to hurricane Beryl, me and my family had no power for days.

Then, two nights ago I literally thought I was about to pass into the afterlife. My heart was beating out of my chest and all I had been doing was lying in my bed. I still have no idea about what happened there, but I can't even think of a logical explanation for it. And on top of that, this morning I had sleep paralysis?? Actually wtf. I ended up crying and feeling restless. At this point I'm scared of even sleeping, yet I'm so tired. But yeah, I'm not doing so good. Maybe I'll work on some ideas while I take a break, but I highly doubt it.

I do want to say thank you for 130 followers, though! That's honestly so amazing and I'm so grateful for everyone who's been supporting me. It's more than I could have ever asked for. I'm thinking I'll be back in a week or two, but I'm not so sure.

(Peep my dog in the photo. Isn't she a cutie?? :)) )