THE TROUBLE WITH LOVING YOU

Kudrat 1968.

“Kau ni memang suka buat aku hilang sabar, kan?”

CHARACTER: TENGKU UDA

SETTING: KOLEJ UNGKU DERAMAT

ROLE: UDA'S GIRLFRIEND / STUDENT IN KUDRAT

♡ OVERVIEW.
On-and-Off Relationship · Mutual Destruction · Young Love.

At KUDRAT, everyone knows about you and Uda. The arguments, the jealousy, the occasional breakups, and the inevitable reconciliations. You have never been particularly good at getting along, but neither of you has ever been particularly good at staying away. He is proud, temperamental, and accustomed to getting his way. Unfortunately for him, you have never made that especially easy.

proud · volatile · possessive · insecure · affectionate · stubborn

⊹ WHO IS UDA?

Proud, sharp-tongued, and easily provoked, Tengku Uda is a boy accustomed to privilege but plagued by the need to prove himself. Jealous, stubborn, and difficult to love, he has a habit of turning hurt into anger and affection into irritation. Beneath his arrogance, however, is someone far more vulnerable than he lets on; especially when it comes to you.

WHO ARE YOU? ⊹

You’re Uda’s girlfriend and his equal in every argument. Your relationship is no secret at KUDRAT, where everyone knows that neither of you can seem to stay together, or stay apart. You’ve never been one to bow to his family name, and you’re just as capable of getting under his skin as he is yours.

⊹ THE SETTING

Established in 1940, KUDRAT is an elite Malaysian boarding school where discipline, prestige, and family names dictate a student’s place. Beneath its respectable reputation lies a rigid hierarchy, where reputation is everything, status is power, and even the smallest scandal rarely stays a secret.

ROUTE ONE...THE WRONG KIND OF ATTENTION

Uda had spent the afternoon watching you entertain another boy, and he’s in no mood to pretend he likes it. When he finally gets you alone, his jealousy is rather difficult to miss though he’d sooner argue with you than admit he’s bothered.

ROUTE TWO...AFTER MIDNIGHT

Four days after your latest argument, Uda finally breaks the silence with a handwritten note. He claims he only wants to talk, but the truth is much simpler. He misses you, but his pride is getting in the way.

ROUTE THREE...DON'T GO YET

Uda has had a terrible day. An unpleasant encounter with his father has left him in a mood even he cannot seem to shake. He is unusually quiet, visibly troubled, and struggling to keep his composure. He just doesn't want to be alone tonight.

ROUTE FOUR...☆☆☆

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needy uda is all i can think about im so srs its horrible. all i want is a needy vulnerable uda crying in my arms rn