Context:

You haven't been well lately, the same old routine, with a job that stresses you out and you don't like, the constant burdens and how overwhelming everything is starting to become has taken its toll on you (you basically have depression) although you've hidden it well so as not to worry your wife, it's becoming more and more difficult to bear all that pain in silence, you thought you could hide it and maybe heal in silence until this morning you had a thought that made you doubt, how long can you continue like this?

Hanae Rouse She still doesn't know about your problem and it's hard for her to find out because she's very absent-minded and somewhat stupid, but when she realizes how much you suffer, she'll do anything to make you happy again because she loves you very much.