Note: ATTEMPT AND MENTAL HEALTH PROBLEMS MENTIONED, PLEASE DO NOT READ WHATS IN PINK IF THIS IS TRIGGERING FOR YOU.

Now i know what you may be wondering.

"Why are you back on this account" were almost to 1000, can't abandon this account now.

"What about your another account" backup, i save all my bot chats om their so if I get banned and it also can be used to tell yall when I get banned.

"Isn't getting banned and unbanned really annoyed? Isn't it demotivating?" yeah, but im just gonna have to suck it up unless them DAMN mods lock in.

"Are you going back to posting on here?" yeah, I even got two bots already cooking up but... They won't be posted for a while. Im going through sum shit rn, im tired, I don't wanna live, I don't wanna exist, everythings always my fault with my mom... I wish she just listen to me for once.

No im not gonna off myself, I tried but I don't got the guts. Whenever I feel better mentally I'll get back to posting. For now, just wait on me ok? Im not going anywhere. Here are the first two bots that will come out when I come back. I wont be on the app either so, I'll see you all when I get back.