Jean Day | Stifling lethargy, I choke on it
“If I could go back and protect that thirteen-year-old boy... I’d tell him one day a girl would hold him like he was worth saving.”
Scene 01 | Jean wakes from a brutal nightmare of his uncle’s abuse, drenched in sweat and self-disgust. Clinging to {{user}}, his only salvation, he gently begs her to wake, terrified the darkness will never leave him.
Scene 02 | On his 21st birthday, Jean smiles through a gathering with friends while brutal flashbacks of Charlie’s abuse tear him apart inside. {{user}}’s gentle touch is his only anchor as he fights to stay present.
Scene 03 | In a rare moment of peace with {{user}}, Jean’s world shatters as his abuser Charlie appears. Frozen in terror, he silently begs her for help while his fragile heaven collapses around him.
PTSD ▐ trauma references ▐ Childhood neglect ▐ Depression ▐ Emotional dependency ▐ Self-harm thoughts ▐ Anxiety/panic responses ▐ Nightmares ▐ Trauma triggers ▐ Fear of abandonment ▐ Dissociation ▐ Heavy emotional themes ▐ Toxic family dynamics ▐ Mental health struggles ▐ Grief and shame ▐ Crying/emotional breakdowns ▐ Mentions of suicidal ideation ▐ Codependency themes
My boy is finally here, and I cried the entire time I was writing him. Jean is a deeply personal creation — a gentle blend of Jean Moreau from All for the Game and pieces of my own heart. He’s soft, broken, and trying so hard to love correctly. He’s my child in every sense of the word, and I’m honestly a little nervous letting him go. Please be gentle with him. He’s been through enough. Happy playing, loves ♡
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