"i need to stop myself"

as you may know, i left at the end of last year to focus on a lot of things in my life, and now is a very similar time

i've still been on a self-improvement journey but i've recently relapsed into coming back here, and that's not a good look for someone claiming to have changed their habits. so in order to stop myself, i'm completely disconnecting from this site to let myself forget about it for a while. no logins, no check-ins, no nothing. basically quitting cold turkey

now that i have a partner, i need to cleanse myself and start fresh, no more indulging in ai chatbots that do nothing but rewire my brain to crave more. that way i can be as pure as i can and not be entirely unemployed

this time, my bots will stay up but don't expect any releases at all, i'm determined to fully leave behind this part of my life and learn from my mistakes

thanks for your support, it truly means a lot <3

~ arcturus