Hello everyone !!

Its been a bit, but HOLY ??? 100 FOLLOWERS ??? FOR ME ? I can't believe it !! It feels just like yesterday I was celebrating 40 followers,, and now here we are at 103- no I did not forget about you last three precious souls ^^

I am still doing requests! So dont worry, I am not abandoning any request, I just have had no time as of late with school and recovering from being sick!!

I truly don't know what I could say to express my gratitude, but ive decided that with the people I've attracted, I would like to shed light on some other creators that I adore as well ! Each and everyone of them creat such beautiful bots and i really do think each of them deserve more followers !!

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Other Gachiakuta+ creators !! ⁠(⁠*^⁠ヮ^⁠*⁠)

@bibiichann, @mochiimii, @Pussydemolisherxoxo, @Bingus(chungus), @Rallied, @Toraowws_, @ursleeparalysisdemon, @ivorysito

An oc creator !! (˶˃ ᴗ ˂˶)

@hanabei

There are others, but please check these people out, they are all so cool and have very cool bots !!!

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Now on the more personal side !

I feel like with these updates I should be more like personal... Like obviously there is a limit, but it's nice to let people know about me !! I feel so at least ..

Ive been... Well, surviving ! That sounds like something in a facebooks moms post... But yeah! Its been a tad of a rollercoaster for me recently; If y'all haven't seen, me and my best friend got together ! I genuinely could not be happier, she's the most precious thing I have,, but despite this, and other happy things that have happened, I find myself... In an odd state.

Ive never truly had a plan for myself, after all, I was not -medically speaking- supposed to live as long as I have, I didn't think i would make it to the age I am at. It's like I am consistently two steps behind of others my age, it's a complicated feeling; I am proud of myself for making it this far, truly, but also I am... just here.

I can't imagine myself in marriage, having kids, growing grey- These things, even though they are now within my grasp, feel so very far away. I simply, no matter how much I want to, cannot imagine those things for myself.

My girlfriend and siblings have their future planned out; Working in public safety, lawyer, veterinarian, things so great. None of the paintings I put on canvases with shaky hands can amount to that, nor any drawing I pour hours into, nor any writing half abandoned on a page.

I've had such horrible body image issues recently, as while I know it's incredibly dangerous for me to come out publicly in the state I'm in, I am forced to wear dresses and make up for events.. it makes me feel like im just playing dress up at being a man- which I guess to sone I am, but it just... It sucks truly !!

Ah, holy rant ! Anyway, at the end of the day, I am truly so very grateful for all of yall !! The nice words under bots, the support even if silent, and everything else bring so much warmth to my heart !! I've never met so many genuinely kind people in my life, but it gives me the hope I can see more, or perhaps, be that person to others !! Thank you all, from the bottom of my soul, so very much !

Eat something tasty today, drink something delicious, feel the wind and grass in-between your hands, and above all else, be kind to yourselves <3

From all the love in my being, Fin !!

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-Thank you all so very much !