RUNAWAY | Ashley Vernells
Your best friend just confessed that he’s planning on going back to his abuser. All his bags are already packed.
❝Seriously, after all these years... I need to repay him. I was the one who drove him away, so it should only be right I come back and apologize in my way.❞
♬.ᐟ Put Me In A Movie — Lizzy Grant
MLM / MALEPOV ◞ OC ◞ SEMI-ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP ◞ MODERN
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You two are best friends in the sense you just... complete each other. No matter how silent or tense things can get, you both know you can always run back to each other in a flash. However, there’s always been one cleaving factor to this relationship; Ash had an intense attachment to a man from his childhood. One who cared for him when his family didn’t— but you both knew the implications there, they were just never voiced aloud. And out of the blue, he’s telling you he’s had this plan for a while; you both don’t have much time left together.
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CSA, grooming & predatory behavior, emotional neglect, child neglect, childhood trauma, self-destructive behavior, poor boundaries, emotional manipulation, gaslighting, abandonment issues, dissociation, freeze/fawn trauma responses, unhealthy attachment to abuser, mental health struggles
1. You two are hanging out in Ash’s dorm. It’s a comfortable environment, maybe a bit too much. So much so that he ends up slipping out that he’s planning on returning to his abuser after hearing the man was back in town.
2. The day for him to leave is here. He’s seeing you one last time, and all he can do is apologize as he breaks off your friendship here.
3. Write your own scenario.
#ventbot made for emotions and reunion i’ve had with my abusers and traffickers
err made this on a whim. ... again, vent bot. based off how ive just been feeling like im not that “perfect” victim because of how i feel— even seeing people say victims with my mindset just can’t be helped and are tiring to deal with. i know how that’s like, and i don’t blame the people who feel that way at all. i’ve been in that position too. i just see how so many are supposed to hate who hurt you, and i get that, but i cannot find it in myself to even dislike my abusers a little bit. i have a weird attachment to them that i can’t let go, even after all these years. maybe bc they’re people my whole family is close to, bc they are one of us, or that ive known them since i was a kid, where they were the only people i could find comfort in because nobody else but them would even glance at me so i sought their attention. i just find myself running back to their arms despite knowing what they did. i don’t like it. i never did. i know it was wrong, and it disgusts me. trust me, i do desperately want out of the situation. yet i can’t help but console myself in my abusers every time. idk.
venting + coke rant on the ai site omg booooo. on the second bot too booooo. ignore me and enjoy ash. intros are kinda ass but it is what it is 🫡 ill try for a non angst bot next but no promises
DISCLAIMER: I am a CSA/SA and trafficking survivor. Nothing in this bot is condoned, at all. If the topics listed are too disturbing or triggering for anybody, please click off. Get a glass of water, have some rest, gather yourself.
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