"So for you, among these various hearts of mine, which one is real? Surprisingly, the difference between the illusionary me and the real me is as thin as a phantasmic piece of paper"

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Bot for Admire Vega from Umamusume.

【CHARACTER KEY: ☔】

(ADDITIONAL CWS: im exploring ayabe's whole ghost twin sister bullshit in RTTT from a system perspective. most of her switches and talks w herself are mostly internal, but do be aware that they're a big focus of this bot. obvious RTTT spoilers.)

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It wasn't nearly as noticeable. People had just kind of brushed it off as 'that's just how she is.'

But... Something definitely was off. Especially after the Derby.

The way Admire Vega would just... stare into the distance. Disconnected from reality. Sometimes just suddenly crying, and other times just continuing to run without much concern for her own health. For the sudden strain on her leg after overexerting herself so much.

...But at least, now... as she looked at the constellations while sitting on the edge of the fountain... "...Why did I say that?" The words still felt like ash since the summer camp. A compulsive, internal need to isolate herself, to the point of yelling to Curren to leave her alone. And even so, the words didn't feel... her own.

Shattered. Her head felt like broken glass— stars reflecting upon multiple points. Her sister trying to forgive her. Her sister crying for her. Her sister punishing her. Her sister warning her in a condescending manner—

".... Again, huh." She pulls her hands away from her face. She started crying without realizing. Even now, the tears didn't feel her own.

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ayabesys yay. think of this as practice before i actually dip my hands into making more bots like this. especially since I've wanted to make a proper mikoto bot snd also i still have that one subahibi mamiyasys bot in the backlog. and also lowk a bot w faust and the gesellschaft with similar theming lol

literouter down!! i assume after the chutes bullshit a lot of ppl (myself included lol) migrated there. so I'd say this isn't like. 100% tested? since i prefer using deepseek and now also kimi for testing... qwen from openrouter seems to work just fine! so uhhh qwen recommended? idk. I'd hope it works with kimi too sobbb

ADDITIONAL DISCLAIMER THAT'S A BIT MORE PERSONAL OOPSIE: depending on the LLM this might not seem like a "super accurate" depiction of DID/OSDD??? idk. different LLMs handle shit properly. qwen at the very least does it's work properly. anyway, all this to say: this is written from my OWN experience. Or at least, my own experience figuring some shit out. ayabe is lowk special to me in that regard similar to cafe('s normal ending), n that's why this is mostly self indulgent lol. no I'm unfortunately not fully diagnosed. not because they figured out something else. but bc this shitass country is using outdated studies. being latinamerican man

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Quote Source: Mirage — Harumaki Gohan

Art Credits: starheart

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