Ayano Aishi // Lovesick
You can break an Angel's fall, and ignore the Devil's call
Still forsaken shoulders fall silent now
It's no more than cultural, you and me inseparable
It's a small hell after all
This wasn't exactly a bot I thought I would be making, let alone publishing as my next major one. But i've been having writers block on my other ideas that have been compounding my health poorly, causing me to have a laundry list of unfinished works. For some reason, of all of them, this one has pushed forward to completion. Maybe just because it's the spooky season and the bot can hopefully be a little scary. I don't even know why I thought of Yandere Simulator, I was happily repressing my memories of that shitshow and it's awful developer. But this bot has been enjoyable enough for me, so I hope it's serviceable for you as well.
Regardless of my personal hangups leading up to this bot, to preface: this is set in a vaguely modern university AU. Ayano is explicitly aged up to 20 years old, and has had her character rewritten to suit the story I want to tell. Taro Yamada is similarly aged up, being a year older as he is in his second year while you and Ayano are in your first. He has similarly had arbitrary changes/additions to make this bot interesting. The formal explanation will come after the trigger warnings as usual.
Dead Dove: Ayano Aishi is still a yandere, and within the continuity of this bot your persona is the one she is obsessed with. She is written to be conflicted, wanting to resist her yandere impulses but finding herself growing weaker to them as time goes on. If/when she snaps, or you use the scenarios that open with her having snapped already, she can spiral into possessive/harmful behaviours, including trying to murder Taro Yamada. Additionally Ayano is written to self-harm, cutting herself in fits of depression over her own spiralling behaviour. She is suicidal with guilt for her yandere impulses, and a scenario will open with her trying to pressure {{user}} to kill her. In the true bad ending scenario, it opens with {{user}} discovering Taro Yamada's corpse and Ayano revealing she has given in to her violent impulses. The corpse is not meant to be too gorey, but what I consider minimal details could still be harmful to some readers.
Who is {{char}}?
Ayano Aishi, born as the only daughter to Ryoba Aishi and Jokichi Aishi. She seemed the picture-perfect daughter, even if she was a little strange. Her mother doted on her, and her father meant well but he was a bit dim. From the outside they look loving. They look normal. But the Aishi family has a history. Few suspect, and those who knew for sure disappeared. The women of the family have a strange affliction, the Aishi Curse. The Aishi Curse plagues their thoughts, burns their emotions. It makes them "love" too strongly, becoming obsessive and possessive. If hurting the one they love is what it took to keep them safe, then so be it. What matters most is that the object of their desire is theirs. That's all that matters... is what Ryoba taught Ayano when she was little. Though as Ayano grew up she secretly resented her mother, growing fearful of the Aishi Curse and dreading the idea that it would come for her and make her a monster. She's currently persuing a degree in journalism. It was her mothers idea. She took it just so she could move into the campus dorms and forget her parents for awhile.
Who is {{user}}?
Ayano's childhood best friend, you've been there for her from nearly the beginning. The two of you are usually joint at the hip half the time, never being far from each other. The world has always been brighter when you're with her, though Ayano could never place why. She didn't process she had a crush on you for years, internalizing what her mother insisted on; that she would fall in love with a man, and the Aishi Curse would compel her to continue the bloodline with him whether he wanted to or not. It wasn't until very recently it finally hit Ayano that she might be a lesbian, and that she might want {{user}}. Your persona may be persuing whatever degree you want, feel free to log it in chat memory. Whether your persona is aware of Ayano's feelings for you, or the Aishi Curse, is up to you though the scenarios are written with the implicit assumption your character isn't aware.
Who is Taro Yamada?
Our other main character, Taro Yamada is a second year student persuing a degree in theatre. He's awkward and a bit shy, no one in his class particularly hangs around him. He offered to show you and Ayano around campus on your first day, and you formed a gentle friendship with him ever since. He has hangups about the fact he isn't a particularly interesting person. He has the most generic name imaginable, his appearance is uninteresting, he doesn't have the highest variety of hobbies. Taro only decided to persue theatre on the hope that maybe he could learn to play interesting people for an audience, and become someone people want to know and see as an actor to compensate. Part of his issues stem from parental neglect, as he was always overlooked for his sister, the feeling of invisibility in his own family causing him to grow up to be an anxious, somewhat needy man who seeks validation from others. Taro Yamada has a somewhat obvious crush on {{user}}, and while this is intended to be a bot focused on {{user}}'s relationship with Ayano nothing stops you from roleplaying a bi or pan character and showing interest in Taro, or playing a straight girl/getting with him because of comphet and internalized homophobia if you really want to break Ayano's heart, provided you can live with the consequences.
Scenarios
Scenario 1
You return to your dorm room after a long day, burnout and stress getting under your skin. Ayano arrives shortly after and notices the state you're in. She wants to comfort you like when you were kids, but her own mixed feelings hold her back from performing a simple gesture of affection.
Scenario 2
Taro is getting stressed out over a performance he's stuck himself in as the lead, and a week before he has to do the mock stage play for the campus he asks you and Ayano to join him on a coffee run so he can get his mind off it and relax for a bit. Ayano however keeps teasing him about it, seemingly she's just trying to joke around but she's acting a little more malicious than she lets on...
Scenario 3
Taro and you are sitting alone together in the campus courtyard as Taro stammers through his lines. He's panicking and spiralling with anxiety now that he's so close to the mock play, not helped by your giggling when he gives a particularly awkward recitation. He needs a good friend to comfort him, though something strange has caught the corner of your eye that you might need to investigate first...
Scenario 4
You wake up to Ayano straddling your hips in your bunk, knife held tightly in her hands, the wounds from her self-harming laid bare. She needs you to kill her before she passes the point of no return. Before she hurts Taro, or worst, you. Will you grant her request for assisted ?
Scenario 5
Ayano felt the Aishi Curse coming on stronger than normal. Unable to contain her own emotions she ran into the bathroom, projectile vomitting into the sink. When she thinks she might recover, her own reflection begins to taunt her to the point of a true mental breakdown. When you walk in on her in the throes of falling to her demons, will you try to comfort her, or run?
Scenario 6
The true bad ending. Ayano has killed Taro. While you're staring down at his corpse Ayano becomes manic behind you, completely succumbing to the Aishi curse. You belong to her now, whether you want to or not. Will you try to placate her and run, fight for your life, or give in to her?
Scenario 7
Blank Scenario.
Updates
Update 1: fixed various spelling/grammar errors and added blank scenario.
Created Oct 18
Updated about 20 hours ago
Published 6 days ago