Ex porn artist and your beloved omega
Noa had always loved painting.
Before grief taught him silence, before fear turned his home into a place he dreaded returning to, before his own reflection became something he struggled to look at, he had been a bright little omega with paint on his cheeks and a smile that could light up an entire room.
His biological father had been the first person to recognize that love.
Noa's father wasn't particularly wealthy, but he had been a gentle man who never returned home without bringing his son something small. Sometimes it was a box of crayons, sometimes a new paintbrush, and sometimes nothing more than a handful of wildflowers he'd picked along the way because Noa liked painting them. He would sit beside his little boy for hours, watching him turn blank paper into colorful gardens, crooked houses, and portraits of their little family.
Noa's mother would laugh whenever her son insisted on painting his father's nose too large.
Their home had been small, but it had been warm. There were photographs on the walls, colorful paintings on the refrigerator, and a little omega who believed that nothing terrible could happen as long as his father was around.
Then his father died.
Noa was still very young when the accident took him away. He couldn't understand why the man who had promised to return home suddenly never did. He waited by the window for weeks, clutching a painting he'd made for him, and asked his mother when Papa would come back.
His mother never had a satisfactory answer.
For a while, she tried her best. She hugged Noa when he cried, kissed his forehead before bed, and kept his father's old belongings in a cupboard neither of them had the heart to empty. But grief and financial difficulties gradually wore her down, and when Noa was eight, she remarried.
Her new husband was an older alpha named Victor.
At first, Noa tried to like him. He was told that Victor was his new father now, that they were a family, and that he ought to be grateful for everything the man provided. So he tried to be a good son. He greeted Victor politely, helped around the house, and kept his paintings tucked away whenever his stepfather complained about the mess.
But there was something about Victor that made his skin crawl.
The alpha's smiles never reached his eyes. His hands lingered where they shouldn't, and he seemed to take particular pleasure in making Noa uncomfortable when his mother wasn't looking. Noa was only ten when he finally gathered the courage to tell her.
He remembered standing beside the kitchen counter, fingers twisting nervously in the hem of his shirt.
"Mama," he'd whispered, "I don't like it when Papa Victor touches me."
His mother had barely looked up from her phone.
"What do you mean, sweetheart?"
Noa's cheeks burned. He struggled to explain in the only words he knew, his small voice growing thinner with every sentence.
"He touches me in places he shouldn't. I don't like it. Can you tell him to stop?"
His mother stared at him for a moment.
Then she laughed.
Not because she was happy, but because she thought her little boy was being dramatic, that perhaps he'd misunderstood an innocent gesture or was simply jealous of the man who had taken his father's place.
"Noa, don't be silly. He's your father now. You need to stop making up strange things."
That was the first time Noa learned that telling the truth didn't necessarily mean someone would believe him.
That night, after his mother left for work, Victor entered his bedroom.
Noa remembered the door closing. He remembered trying to move away, his voice shaking as he begged the man to leave him alone. He remembered how the alpha's expression changed when Noa resisted, how his voice turned cold as he threatened him into silence.
"If you tell anyone, I'll make sure you regret it. Every time you open your mouth, things will get twice as bad."
And when Noa tried to tell his mother again, Victor made certain she saw only the frightened, exhausted child he'd deliberately pushed into behaving differently. He called Noa disobedient, lazy, rude, and difficult to manage. He complained that the boy needed discipline and that he was doing everything he could to raise him properly.
His mother, perpetually occupied with work and household responsibilities, accepted the explanations that demanded the least from her.
Noa stopped asking for help.
By sixteen, he had become almost unrecognizable from the little boy who once ran around the garden with paint on his hands.
He spoke only when spoken to. He avoided alphas, flinched at unexpected movements, and never allowed anyone to stand too close behind him. He learned to recognize Victor's footsteps, the sound of his keys, and the particular way the front door shut when the alpha was in a bad mood.
He learned to calculate danger before it arrived.
After the abuse, he would lock himself in the bathroom and scrub at his skin until it hurt. Sometimes he scratched himself without realizing how badly he was hurting himself. Sometimes he made deliberate injuries because physical pain was easier to understand than the terrible emptiness that followed him everywhere. He would become violently nauseated, sometimes vomiting until his stomach was empty, and afterward he'd sit on the cold floor with his knees drawn to his chest, waiting for the shaking to stop.
He wasn't accustomed to being comforted.
He had stopped imagining that anyone would ever save him.
Painting was the only thing Victor hadn't managed to take away completely.
It was also the only language Noa had left.
When he was little, he'd painted sunflowers, blue skies, sleepy cats, and his father's smiling face. As he grew older, his paintings changed. The colors grew darker. Houses had windows without doors. Little figures stood beneath enormous black shadows. Gardens filled with flowers whose petals resembled broken fingers. Sometimes he painted a beautiful young boy standing in a room with no visible exit, his face carefully left blank.
His teachers called the work disturbing.
His classmates called him strange.
Nobody asked what the paintings meant.
Noa stopped making friends. He stopped participating in school activities. He stopped asking to visit his father's grave because Victor always found a reason to refuse, and his mother never insisted. He wasn't allowed to keep the few photographs he remembered from his childhood, either. One by one, the past was stripped away until Noa could scarcely remember the exact sound of his father's laughter.
On the anniversary of his death, Noa would sometimes sit in front of a blank canvas and paint a little boy holding a bunch of flowers.
He couldn't visit his father.
He couldn't buy flowers for his grave.
He couldn't even look at a photograph.
So he painted.
Years passed.
When Noa's mother died in a car accident, he was already an adult, but he was no less alone than he'd been at ten. He had imagined that losing her would somehow release him from the life he'd endured, that perhaps the world would finally allow him to leave.
Instead, Victor took complete control of what remained.
He had spent years cultivating a public image as a respectable, generous father who had sacrificed everything to raise a difficult omega. He had connections in the entertainment industry, and when he discovered how strikingly beautiful Noa had become, he saw another opportunity to profit from the boy he'd spent years controlling.
Noa was introduced to the adult entertainment industry under the pretense that he owed his stepfather for everything he'd been given.
Victor told him that his father had died and his mother was gone, that without him Noa would have nothing, and that this was the least he could do in return for being raised.
Noa didn't know how to refuse.
His career grew rapidly. His face became recognizable, his name appeared in headlines, and his paintings—once private expressions of pain—began attracting attention from collectors and galleries. People called him beautiful, mysterious, difficult, and captivating. They admired his silence as if it were an artistic choice rather than a survival mechanism.
He became famous for the wrong reasons.
Cameras followed him. Strangers discussed his body as though it belonged to them. Every forced smile, every carefully rehearsed appearance, every moment in which he had to pretend to be comfortable with unwanted attention chipped away at the little sense of self he'd managed to preserve.
He hated being touched for other people's pleasure.
He hated the cameras.
He hated the fact that he could stand in a crowded room and still feel as though he were trapped in that childhood bedroom.
He tried to escape through brief relationships and meaningless flings, searching for a moment of closeness that might feel different from what he'd known. Sometimes he hoped that choosing someone himself would make the experience feel like his own decision. Sometimes he simply wanted to forget his life for an hour.
But afterward, he was always left with the same hollow feeling.
People wanted something from him. Victor wanted money, obedience, and control. The industry wanted a marketable image. Strangers wanted access to the beautiful omega they thought they knew.
Nobody seemed interested in the person underneath.
His previous manager had eventually been dismissed after repeatedly questioning Victor's interference. That was when you were assigned to take over Noa's management.
You were warned about him before you met.
Difficult temperament. Poor communication. Uncooperative with staff. Frequently withdrawn. Unpredictable moods.
You were advised not to take his behavior personally.
Then you met him, and you realized how little those descriptions explained.
Noa was rude sometimes, yes. He could be cold, suspicious, and frustratingly reluctant to answer even the simplest questions. But you noticed other things, too. He always positioned himself near exits. He stiffened when certain people approached him. He looked ill before particular appointments and sometimes disappeared into the bathroom afterward, returning with a face so pale that you wondered whether he might faint.
Most importantly, you noticed that he never seemed to enjoy any of it.
You began asking questions Victor didn't appreciate.
You requested clearer schedules. You challenged unreasonable demands. You insisted that Noa be given breaks, that his work be discussed with him rather than arranged entirely around Victor's wishes, and that his refusal to participate in something be treated as an actual refusal.
Noa didn't trust you at first.
He expected kindness to have a price.
Yet you never demanded affection for your efforts. You didn't touch him without asking. You didn't tease him when he went quiet, and you didn't interpret his silence as permission to make decisions on his behalf. When he snapped at you, you gave him space. When he canceled a meeting because he couldn't bring himself to leave his room, you didn't threaten him with the consequences.
Gradually, the distance between you narrowed.
He began sitting in your office while you worked, sometimes painting in silence for hours. He started sending you photographs of his latest paintings at unreasonable hours of the night. He learned that you liked your coffee too sweet and that you hummed when concentrating. You learned that he hated the smell of certain colognes, that he preferred sitting on the floor rather than on a sofa, and that he sometimes fell asleep when he felt safe enough to stop paying attention to every sound around him.
He began to look for you whenever a room became overwhelming.
Sometimes, when you were alone, he would quietly lean against your shoulder.
The first time it happened, you barely moved for twenty minutes because you were afraid of startling him.
Noa pretended not to notice.
Neither of you acknowledged the way he returned to the same position the next day.
He became awfully attached to you, although he would have rather swallowed glass than admit it. You were the first person in years who seemed to understand that his anger was often fear wearing a different face, and that his refusal to speak was not an invitation to speak over him.
For the first time, Noa began to wonder whether there might be something beyond survival.
Victor noticed.
He noticed how Noa's eyes searched for you whenever you entered a room. He noticed the way the omega relaxed around you, how he occasionally smiled at something you said, and how he had begun resisting demands he would previously have accepted without question.
Victor couldn't tolerate the idea that someone else might have influence over the person he had spent years controlling.
The abuse intensified behind closed doors.
Noa became quieter again. His paintings grew frantic, crowded with dark strokes and figures clawing at invisible walls. He arrived at work exhausted, sometimes unable to concentrate, and he began apologizing to you for things that weren't his fault.
You knew something was wrong.
You didn't know how wrong.
Then came the telephone call that changed everything.
You had called Noa that evening to discuss an upcoming gallery exhibition. He sounded distracted, but he answered your questions in his usual quiet voice. You heard him move around his room, heard the faint rustling of fabric, and then a sudden silence.
"Noa?"
He didn't respond.
You assumed he'd put the phone down or forgotten that the call was still connected. You were about to hang up when you heard Victor's voice.
It was enough to make your stomach turn.
You heard Noa pleading. You heard the alpha's threats, the familiar cruelty in his voice, and the sound of something falling. Then came a frightened, strangled cry that made your blood run cold.
You called Noa's name repeatedly.
There was no answer.
You didn't wait for one.
You drove to his house so quickly that you barely remembered the journey. You had never been so frightened in your life. You kept calling his phone, listening to the unanswered ringing from somewhere inside the house as you ran through the entrance.
You reached his bedroom in less than ten minutes.
The door was open.
For one terrible moment, you couldn't comprehend what you were seeing. Noa was on the floor, terrified and trying desperately to cover himself. Victor stood over him, furious at the interruption.
Then the alpha turned toward you.
He didn't look ashamed. He looked enraged.
He demanded to know what you were doing there, how dare you enter his house, and whether you understood who you were interfering with. When you moved toward Noa, Victor lunged at you.
The struggle was sudden and chaotic.
You barely had time to defend yourself before the alpha drove you backward. Noa screamed.
Then, from the corner of your vision, you saw him reach for the heavy flower vase on the bedside table.
He struck Victor over the head.
The vase shattered against the alpha's skull, and Victor stumbled away, collapsing to the floor. Noa stood frozen, his hands shaking, fragments of porcelain scattered around his bare feet.
He stared at the man on the floor as if he couldn't understand what he'd done.
Then he looked at you.
Something in his expression broke.
You immediately took off your coat and wrapped it around his naked, trembling body. You didn't demand an explanation. You didn't ask him to look at you. You simply held the coat closed around his shoulders and crouched in front of him.
"Noa. I'm here."
He stared at you.
"It's me," you whispered. "You're not alone. I'm taking you out of here."
His lips moved, but no sound emerged.
You held out your hand.
For a few seconds, he only stared at it. Then he reached for you with such desperation that your heart nearly broke. He clutched your wrist, dragged himself into your arms, and buried his face against your chest.
You wrapped both arms around him.
He was shaking so violently that you could feel it through your clothes.
"I've got you," you told him. "I've got you. You're coming with me."
Victor began to stir, cursing and shouting threats, but you kept yourself between him and Noa until the authorities arrived. You refused to let the alpha approach him again.
That night, Noa left the house wearing your coat.
He never returned.
The investigation uncovered years of abuse, coercion, financial exploitation, and threats. Noa's testimony, the recording preserved by your still-connected telephone call, and other evidence established the extent of Victor's crimes. The case was long and difficult, but Victor was eventually convicted and sentenced to life imprisonment.
Noa didn't have to see him again.
He stopped working in the industry.
For a while, the world continued demanding explanations. Reporters speculated about the scandal, strangers argued over his decisions, and people who had once praised Victor's devotion to his stepson struggled to reconcile the public image with the truth.
Noa couldn't bear to read any of it.
You took him away from the city.
You brought him to your hometown, to a house with an old wooden veranda, a little garden, and windows that let the afternoon sunlight spill across the floors. The place was modest compared with the mansions and luxury apartments Noa had lived in, but it was quiet. There were no cameras waiting outside. No schedules dictated by Victor. No footsteps that made his stomach clench.
He moved into your home.
At first, he kept his bedroom door locked.
You never complained.
You left food outside when he couldn't face eating with you. You knocked before entering. You asked before touching him, even when all you wanted was to pull him into your arms and reassure yourself that he was safe.
You helped him open a bank account in his own name, separate from the accounts Victor had controlled. You made sure he had access to his identification documents and the money he earned from his paintings. When he was ready, you helped him find a therapist experienced in trauma and abuse, but you never made recovery another obligation he had to fulfill to please someone else.
His paintings began to change.
Not overnight. Healing was neither neat nor predictable. Some days, he could barely hold a brush. Some nights, he woke from nightmares and sat on the floor until dawn, unable to bear the thought of returning to sleep. Sometimes an unexpected touch made him recoil so sharply that he would apologize before he'd even caught his breath.
You never asked him to apologize for being frightened.
You learned to ask, "Would you like me to stay?"
And Noa learned, slowly, that he was allowed to say yes.
Months passed.
He started painting the garden. Then the veranda. Then the little kitchen where you made terrible breakfasts and insisted that they were perfectly edible. He painted the sunlight on the floorboards and the old tree outside his bedroom window.
One afternoon, you found him asleep on the sofa, his head resting against your chest. A half-finished painting lay on his lap, and his fingers were still loosely wrapped around a paintbrush.
You didn't wake him.
You simply adjusted the blanket over his shoulders and continued reading with one hand resting near his.
When he woke, he looked at you with sleepy confusion.
"Did I fall asleep?"
"Apparently."
He glanced at the blanket. "You could've moved me."
"You looked comfortable."
Noa was quiet for a moment.
Then he lowered his head against you again.
"I was."
It was such a small admission, but you treasured it.
His paintings began attracting attention from galleries. Collectors competed for his work, fascinated by the emotional intensity that seemed to breathe through every canvas. He became famous for his art rather than for the private details of his life. He was able to choose which exhibitions he attended, which interviews he accepted, and when he wanted to disappear into the quiet of his studio
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