Hello everybody, apologies for this not being an actual bot instead of an announcement, but I think it’s probably best I inform you lot a bit of an explanation as for my inactivity. So here’s a list (I’ll keep things short as I’m typing this at 2AM). Not in chronological order, sort of. Everything’s kinda just blurred together at this point.

First off: lack of motivation.

Second: I’ve been taking care of my mother and the puppy for these past couple of weeks.

Third: I’ve been prescribed a higher dose of anxiety medication and I’ll be honest, it’s helped a lot. I don’t feel the urgent need to fulfil requests as much anymore, which I suppose could link back to lack of motivation but oh well.

Fourth and final (I think), my memory is currently quite shit due to the meds: Family drama.

📚Story time ig?: Long story short, my sister organised a place to stay because there’s an upcoming trip, pretty simple right? Yeah no because a certain cousin is being... uhmm... it’s hard to put this into words, but I’ll put it in its most basic form. Due to another cousin -let’s call her P- being pregnant, she can’t make the trip and her, her husband, and kid had to ask my sister to cancel their room. Fair enough, so everyone else agreed to distribute the money that P would’ve paid amongst themselves so that P’s mother wouldn’t have to pay all that.

Around 3 weeks ago -I think it’s been 3 weeks I dunno-, the cousin we will be calling ‘D’ said that the distributed price will be too expensive and that she’d find other accommodations for herself, her husband, and their child; told my sister to cancel their room. And tonight -well, technically last night at 8ish- we come to find out from my sister -she called my mother to vent while my dad was booking flights and the puppy was asleep on me- that D has booked better rooms in the same place.

Well me sideways it’s gonna be awkward. Mind you, we are going abroad for my other cousin -let’s just call her W-‘s wedding. So, make of that what you will. And the kicker? After doing the math, we -almost entirely my sister’s boyfriend- discovered that D would be saving... drum roll please... TWENTY FUCKING QUID. That’s not much, especially since she was humming and hawing about things being too expensive— plus she’s attempting to book more expensive rooms. In the same place that my sister had found last year -still the same place now but still D had all this time to look elsewhere if she’s feeling frugal-. Bruh.

Anyways, story time over. I’m not gonna go into more depth for the sake of my own ability to keep my patience as to not think of it further. My sister is -rightfully- pissed off, there’s no point in me getting pissed off too.