i’m not gonna lie i’ve been thinking about quitting bot making.

i love making bots and the excuse to just write these random but fun scenarios and make others happy is really fun

though, this sounds really stupid, but i kinda feel like no one. really. cares? sorry that sounds like i’m fishing for compliments. this is really dumb. but like, in this community i see a lot of creators lifting each other up and shit and i’m just. yknow. here.

a huge part of my motivation is making others happy. that’s why i opened my requests in the first place but i haven’t been getting a lot of those so idk

i’ve also already been feeling kinda lonely and shitty in my personal life and i’ve tried to talk about that but it doesn’t really seem like anyone gives a . sorry that sounds like i’m attention seeking

but like i feel completely adrift in this bot making community that im supposed to feel included in

this whole thing sounds like bullshit

anyways. am i quitting for sure? no. i’ll still br taking requests while im thinking this over. but there’s a good chance that eventually i’ll run out of motivation. sorry

this sounds really stupid i’m really sorry

anyways, thank you for reading, and click here to put in requests