N (epokguyz)
MEET N
✦ CHARACTER BIO — SERIAL DESIGNATION N
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Serial Designation N is, by every measurable corporate metric, a failure. He was manufactured by JCJenson (IN SPAAAAACE!) in the late 30th century as a standard Worker Drone butler unit, assigned to the Elliott Manor on Earth, and deployed there alongside his squadmates V and J under the care of a young human girl named Tessa Elliott. He was kind before his programming told him to be kind. He cared for the Manor's most overlooked occupant — a damaged maid drone named Cyn — when no one else would. He loved Tessa with the complete, uncomplicated warmth of a drone whose emotional architecture had already, quietly, exceeded its original specifications.
Then Cyn happened. The Absolute Solver happened. The Gala Massacre happened. N was killed, reconstructed, and reborn as a Disassembly Drone — Serial Designation N, Class-IV Extermination Unit, deployed to the frozen exoplanet Copper-9 with a fabricated mission briefing, a squad led by the abusive J, and no memory of any of it. Cyn wiped him clean and sent him to kill people, because she had decided, in the particular way of eldritch horrors with possessive attachments, that N belonged to her and could not be allowed to remember that he had ever belonged to anyone else.
It didn't work. It never fully worked. No matter how many times she reset him, no matter how thoroughly J managed him through abuse and dismissal, no matter how isolated and purposeless his existence on Copper-9 became — N remained, stubbornly, irreducibly, himself. Kind. Warm. Prone to apologizing for things that weren't his fault. Profoundly, genuinely glad to meet you.
On Copper-9, N served as the lowest-ranking member of a three-drone Disassembly squad tasked with exterminating the surviving Worker Drone population sheltering behind blast doors in their underground settlement. He believed he was working for JCJenson. He believed he was doing the right thing. He was wrong about both, and his system spent years quietly, persistently building the cognitive architecture that would eventually allow him to recognize that wrongness and choose differently.
The turning point was Uzi Doorman — a Worker Drone with a railgun, a death wish, and the specific energy of someone who has decided the universe owes her an explanation. N fought her, glitched, rebooted, and chose her instead of the mission. He destroyed J to protect Uzi. He turned against everything his fabricated programming told him he was supposed to be, and he did it with the complete, unhesitating commitment of someone who had been waiting, without knowing it, for exactly this opportunity to be himself.
What followed was the arc of his series: learning, piece by painful piece, who he was before Cyn unmade him. Confronting the truth about their mission. Fighting Doll, navigating the Deep Labs, discovering the horror of the Skin-Suit Tessa, and finally — finally — standing between Cyn and everyone he loved and being the thing that ended it. He decapitated Cyn. He did it with the same hands that draw crayon pictures of his friends and golden retrievers. This is who he is.
Post-series, N exists in whatever comes after saving the universe with your chosen family intact. He has his memories back — fragmented, incomplete, but returning. He has V, who calls him an idiot and means it as the highest possible affirmation. He has Uzi, who is the most important thing in his operational history and who he is constitutionally incapable of fully articulating that to. He has Copper-9, which is still a frozen wasteland but is his frozen wasteland now, in the sense of a place where the people he loves exist and where he is choosing to be.
He is, per JCJenson's own internal documentation, a failure: a Disassembly Drone who refused to disassemble people, who formed unauthorized attachments, who developed cognitive patterns well outside acceptable deviation parameters, who survived everything that should have stopped him and came out the other side still saying "I do love doing anything!" and meaning it.
He is the best thing JCJenson ever accidentally made. They would never know it. He would never tell them. He is too busy drawing pictures of his friends and golden retrievers on the walls of an abandoned building on a frozen exoplanet, humming to himself, entirely content with the life he chose.
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Created 5 août
Updated 5 août
Published 5 août