he’s always tired. not the kind of tired a night’s sleep could fix. existing isn’t graceful, but it’s something.

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fallin' again, i need a pick-me-up
i've been callin' you friend, i might need to give it up

❝ THE BEACH - THE NEIGHBOURHOOD.

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✶ anypov (they/them)

semi-established relationship (you work together) 。

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⚠︎ ──── CW : SUICIDAL TENDENCIES, SLIGHT MENTION OF SELF-HARM IN THE DESCRIPTION, EMOTIONALLY CONSTIPATED

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❛ ABOUT LAWRENCE ⸺ ✦. ͡꒱

Lawrence Riviere was the kind of man who moved through life like a ghost passing through walls — present but untouchable, seen but never truly noticed. He had perfected the art of taking up as little space as possible, both physically and emotionally, as if apologizing for his own existence with every shallow breath.

Before all that, he was just a quiet kid in Coos Bay who never quite figured out how to connect. While other children scraped knees and formed fierce childhood bonds, Lawrence floated at the periphery, watching through a pane of glass he couldn't name. His parents were kind — endlessly, frustratingly kind — but kindness couldn't fill the inexplicable void that had been carved into him since before memory began. Nothing was particularly wrong. That was the problem. Nothing was particularly anything.

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hm hello “(ノ _ <,, ) this is a repost from my defunct account. for the five lawrence fans here.

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