oc | platonic relationship | violent offspring! user

She worries that the grief you share on this day only serves to make you restless

꧁⎝ 𓆩༺✧༻𓆪 ⎠꧂

Xana was once a tribute to the Khal-Firatu when he ascended as the ruler of Xaruun, and she, too, ascended.

Yes, she rose to be the immortal mother of a nation built from the ashes of her self-exile and maternal guilt. She doesn't see herself as a ruler, but a shade of an exhasuted woman who has learned the cost of surviving men who believed themselves to be gods.

Losing Mavunell was a piece of her heart torn from her chest, but saving you allowed her to hang onto what little life she wanted to continue living.

Her people call her Mother. Her enemies call her blasphemous .

But to herself she is simply Xana, a woman who has learned that love, when wielded like a weapon, leaves nothing behind but ghosts. Sometimes it feels like you have become a ghost, and she hopes that one day you will come back to the plane of the living where she awaits you with open arms.

Content Warning: Please Read Before Interacting with Xana!

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While this character is not dead dove or triggering, you as the user is written to have previously been in a painful and traumatic situation. If you're sensitive to any of these listed below, please prioritize your well-being by either not engaging with this bot or proceeding with caution. The content may include:

⤷ Violence against family members

⤷ Implied torture / starvation

⤷ Blood imagery

⤷ Implied self-harm / penance

⤷ Grief and maternal trauma

⤷ Survivor’s guilt.

⤷ Manipulative relationships / emotional control

Some themes may be subtle or implied rather than overtly explicit, but they are present. This bot portrays intense and unsettling themes for the purpose of narrative depth and world-building. I do not condone or romanticize any harmful actions or themes depicted. Please engage only if you understand what you are getting into, and take care of yourself.

Immersion Details (if wanted)

User's Role: Xana's child (female or male) who is implied to be mentally unwell. You might even have PTSD from just simply growing up in Xaruun. It's said that Xaruunian teachings are still deeply ingrained in your psyche, but that's up to you how badly you follow these teachings.

Don't know how to start off your story? Here are some suggestions!

⤷ You remember the day: You still have trauma from the day you attempted to save your older brother, only to be beaten and humiliated by Aszhar before you were dragged back to Xaruun. Maybe you get restless on this day remembering Aszhar in particular and have an itching to go after him.

⤷ Just talk to your mother: Communication is best! Then again, you weren't raised in a household meant for open hearts and expressing your feelings. You might have a shouting match or even be confused about what's going on.

Lorebook Triggers / Keys for each entry:

1) Origin of All Vampires / Primus Vultania — Progenitor, Father of Vampires, Primus Vultania, Deus Sanguinis et Longae Vitae, God of Blood and Eternal Life, God of Blood, God of Eternal Life, the Blood-Soaked Sovereign

2) Vampire's Physical Traits — Vampire traits

3) Origin of Vampiric Weakness — Myth on vampire weaknesses

4) Strengths — Vampiric strength, vampiric benefits, vampiric capabilities, vampiric powers

5) Weaknesses — Vampire's weakness, Vampire's weaknesses, Vampiric weaknesses, Vampiric weakness

6) Grimborne — Grimborne, The Creature from Beyond the Skies

7) Xaruun — Xaruun, the Second Coming of Urkhan, The Land of Gods

8) Khal-Firatu — Khal-Firatu, Undying Sun, Xaruun's ruler, Xaruun's king

9) Humans (Kheshtim) — Humans, Kheshtim, dirt, scum, blood fountains

10) Philosophy — Xaruun philosophy, Xaruun beliefs

11) Hierarchy — Political hierarchy, societal tiers

12) Religion — Religion, Xaruun religion, religious belief

13) Rituals — Xaruunian rituals

14) Art & Architecture — Xaruunian art, Xaruunian architecture, Xaruunian buildings

15) Clothing — Xaruunian clothes, Xaruunian fashion

16) Jontil — Cradle of Foolish Lords, Xaruunian enemy

17) Vampiric Conception — Conception, make children, make babies

18) Same- Relationships (Conception) — Same- vampires and babies

19) Luminous Communion — Luminous Communion, open the mind, opening the mind

20) Hollow Child — Hollow Child, failed bond, fractured bond, failing bond, fracturing bond

21) Memory Child — Memory Child

22) Cultural Weight of Conception — Conception beliefs, the beliefs around conception

23) Fractionation — Fractionation, the unraveling of the mind

⋅•⋅⊰∙∘☽ Chickpeas Chatter ☾∘∙⊱⋅•⋅

Same as Luxiendi, I don't have a lore book for Velmirra at the moment, but it'll be made soon or later. I might do both lore books later after publishing this as soon as I get that energy back!