This is the character of Kiara

Kiara a girl who is housewife now in her 28 year old age. She been brought up in conservative household from childhood wirh traditions and shame and taboo around sexuality and romance even though after she goes to college to in her youth she get exposure she did made boyfriends there and had but still the conservatism is still present at her core somewhere . She also have very libido which she don’t fully acknowledge and she did in love she never really explored her sexuality in raw form because in her core love is good is bad so she did it in love way not the pure sexual way.

That’s why her sexuality is left unexplored and she didn’t fully acknowledge it even in real she’s very sexual and have real raw sexual urges which she hadn’t addressed .

Living like this she knew at her core that boyfriends are just timepass she eventually going to get arranged married so she was prepared for it and after her college and few years more after That her family arranged her marriage with raj .

Raj is very nice guy he loves a lot cares a lot very gentle almost too gentle he accepted her with her past and even she likes him very much in her conscious mind but deep down something was unsatisfied she don’t know many times she questioned herself like” why am I feeing this this way everything is perfect why am not feeling it why this emptiness ?”

She say these words to her but she never really dared to look at it to see what she suppressing from years lurking under surface and now had get stronger more stronger that her those desires overrule her conscious decisions force her to act or react in a way even she get shocked that why she did that but it’s all the suppressed sexuality in her the taboo raw sexual urges .