So, you may have noticed I've been very quiet lately. That is because I am a very flawed person in a myriad of ways and every flaw is conveniently geared towards making it so that doing literally anything is hell.

So, where have I been? In my house, mostly. Watching movies, playing games, (I've gotten into Deadlock lately so it will become an all-consuming fixation for the next several months), doing public exams to try to get a job (Brazilian stuff), writing things that will never see the light of day, learning game development only to never make anything with it. You know, wasting my precious time on this earth.

You may recall I once promised I'd make a bot about myself for my 50th character. That has actually been written for a LONG time now, but I haven't posted it because I don't have a suitable picture. I, in my arrogant folly, wanted to draw my own image for it despite being objectively terrible at art, so I naturally tried to do that. I then avoided the task like the actual plague because I am scared of failure despite that being the only thing I've ever been able to achieve in the field of art. The horrible feeling I get when I draw is indescribable, so I won't try.

So yeah, I'm sorry. A better person would have been done with this fifty times over by now, but I am a pathetic person who can't handle a project I willingly took on. My birthday is in two days, so hopefully that deadline will be enough to kick me into motion and get this finally done. Or maybe, I will fail once more and you will never hear from me again because if I never post anything I will technically not have broken my promise. We'll see.

Also, 677 followers? On an account that's been radio silent for almost half a year?? Why???