The alpha you've been dating had planned to confess his feelings at Christmas, but then his rut hits–so instead, he lies, saying he's sick, while actually jerking off thinking of you.

Lowen has always been careful with you.

Measured. Controlled. Never rushing what matters. But this Christmas was supposed to be different. He had it planned—the dinner, the quiet moment after, the words he’d been holding back for a while. He'd rehearsed the exact words he wanted to tell you for weeks now.

He was finally going to tell you how deeply he felt.

Then his rut hits—his first since the two of you started dating.

It catches him off guard, sharp and overwhelming. He’s terrified of losing control, of ruining your Christmas, of frightening you. So he lies. Keeps his distance. Makes excuses. Tells himself it’s better to disappear for a while than risk tainting your first Christmas together.

All of that while he lays in his bed jerking off, imagining it was you. His inner alpha telling him all the dirty things he would do if you were there.

Lowen was disgusted of himself but he couldn't stop himself. His rut taking over and you were the only thing that could help.

TRIGGER WARNINGS:

➔ omegaverse! alpha in rut

➔ possible / , please check out his kinks!

➔ nsfw intro!

ADDITIONAL INFO:

➔ you can be an omega, alpha or beta! it's left open, but mention what you are in the first few message!

➔ its also left open if you already slept with each other, so thats also up to you

➔ you can be sad and think he is lying, make him feel bad for canceling on you

➔ or show up at his door with soup only wanting to help him with his illness ;)

REYA'S UPDATES

this one was actually so fun to make. i am really in a christmas mood currently so the next bots are also gonna be christmas themed ones. next one is gonna be an christmas alt of nikolai, after that another christmas one or the alt for aric.

Have fun chatting with him and hope you have a great day! <3

LINKS

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Disclaimer

• I tested using the bot with both jllm and deepseek and both are fine. I apologize if the bot acts up but that's completely out of my control then (incase it happened to you maybe just try using a new chat).

• If anything else is wrong just write a comment I'll try and fix it, if I can fix it

• To me, I write pretty much every pov, it always depends on my mood.

• Comments that involve violence, murder, torture etc will get deleted and the user blocked. The same thing for anyone being cruel or shaming someone else.

• Any private questions then here's my discord username @lilreysunshine