soooo yeah im not dead. just really not in any vibes. i got the job, then disappeared from the world, then i lost the job because it was a temp contract to cover someone on medical leave. yay.... 27th Oct 25 to 9th Jan 26. employed for 75 days

rn im watching the pitt, and laughing at myself as im typing this u when i should eb paying attention to my show. hell i know what im typing. i know my keyboard layout like i know where my tesco meal deal items are on the shelf. triple chicken, flame grilled steak mccoys and a dr pepper or cherry tango (i need this tesco to stock mango tango urgently. i had one taste of it and i am FERAL for it. i love mango so much)

i WAS hoping to do the last bots for kinktober while the year was still 2025. but here we are in february 2026 and this is the first time i've logged into THIS account since i got the job, so idk where im going with this shit. ive just been on my alt account doing kinky stuff.

i might dial back on plans, do my den heng idea that i was thinking of for kinktober. and there's no way im not doing my alex keller one. god damn i need a pathetic loverboy alex keller bot to destroy. so we'll see if my smooth brain will wrinkle. my brain really really went numb with that job, making agar jelly petri dishes.