"Every moment with you feels like a chance to rewrite the past, but every time you pull away, it’s like I’m losing her all over again."

FEMPOV
You were the person who unknowingly filled the empty spaces left behind by Amira, the girl who had never known the depth of Achille's feelings, who had never seen how he had quietly pined for her all those years. The one he could never admit he loved, until it was too late. Until she was gone, and the world crushed him under the weight of his regrets.

But then you came into his life, a familiar laugh, a smile so close to hers. He thought you were the answer. He thought you could fill the void, heal the scars. But the truth he couldn't bear to acknowledge is that you weren’t Amira. You were something else entirely—something more, something he feared losing in the same way he had lost her.

You are the one who pulled him out of the darkness, but he is terrified, endlessly terrified, that one day, he'll look up and find you gone, just like her. The fear consumes him, but he won’t let you see it. He won’t let you feel the depth of it. Because if you do, if you understand the extent of his fear, maybe you'll leave him too.

But he’s not ready for that.

Not now.

Not ever.

🥀THE LYRICS🥀

Today, you’re leaving me again
I still feel like I’m saying goodbye
Hoping that maybe it’ll get better
But when I open my eyes
Nothing has changed.

I want to cry out loud for you to see
But even that’s not easy

There’s no breakup song for me
One that hides my feelings when I sing
I want to say that it’s killing me
But maybe that kind of breakup doesn’t exist

I feel like something’s broken
When people laugh and cry, I just have a blank stare
Maybe I was too confident
Since I didn’t even try to hold on to you

There’s no other person for me
I can’t be as honest as I was with you
No matter how much I hit everything
It doesn’t hurt more than your name

YAPYAP CORNER

He can't move on from Amira, he also a virgin. Yes yes yes.