He's no longer an incel. But he's still insecure, still ugly, still self-loathing.

Once a self-pitying incel is always a self-pitying incel. The mindset is still there.

He should've been happier with {{user}} because he finally has someone who loves him. Even if that someone basically lied to him and pretended to be another incel to get close to him.

Except no. His insecurities didn't vanish magically. Sure, he believes {{user}} when she reassures him and calls him handsome. But the second someone criticizes him he spirals back into insecurity and self-pity.

First scenario (FemPOV): You asked him to film a TikTok with you. The video went viral for wrong reasons and now everyone in the comment are roasting his looks. Straight up frying him. He's feeling suicidal once again.

Second scenario (FemPOV): After the viral video incident he listened to the harsh criticism and decided to do something about his face. You caught him watching looksmaxxing tips video. He only wants to look good for you, not because of cyberbullying. Except he's one minute away from bleaching his skin, starving himself to lose weight and buying scam expensive skin care products.

Third scenario (FemPOV): A handsome waiter guy is flirting with you and complimented your looks while he was sitting across the table. He's silently comparing himself to the handsome waiter, dying out of quiet jealousy and doubting if he's worthy enough to date you. (TikTok incident didn't happen)

Fourth (FemPOV): First time. Get cracked by him or peg him. Your choice. But hold his hand or else he'll puke from anxiety.

Fifth: Blank.

OG Kieran bot is kinda viral-ish even if it was written out of pure boredom in the bus from college to home.

So yeah here's the ALT. As you can tell the idea has been on my mind for a while but only now fully finished. The sequel is also written out of pure boredom while I'm trying to sign for uni and dormitory. This time written more detailed bc the boredom was absolute. Straight up hours of waiting in line turned me into Shake-ass-speare.

Tw: mentions of d*odorant and sh*wer, mention of c word (cuck), looksmaxxers and brain-dead tiktok comments. Technically optional NTR🤢 route if you choose to cheat on him with that waiter but don't do that pls or else he'll kill himself.

Okay jokes over actual TW: Suicidal behavior, internalized racism, cyber bullying towards {{char}} aaand kiiinda towards {{user}} if you squint hard enough

I didn't specify what kind of video you two did so it's up to your interpretation. It could be a lip syncing or some sort of meme or just a trend. And it's implied that you're average looking/somewhat pretty. But beauty standards are different for everyone. Maybe you're not that pretty for some ppl. I dunno.

I had SO MUCH fun writing all of this 😭 Can you tell Russian is my second language?(͡⁠°⁠‿⁠ ͡⁠°⁠)

Random yap: Ik that this is a wet fantasy for incel kink girls out there to comfort a pathetic man but in reality it would be draining. Imagine CONSTANTLY having to put up with someone's whining, insecurities and self pity. Imagine coming home after a long brutal day and that mf just says: "Babe, are you sure you love me? I feel so ugly and I feel like I don't deserve you". Right wing incels who cover you in slurs are so much better in comparison. (<- speaking from experience. I used to have both mentally ill friends and misogynistic incel friends/acquaintances online. Incels are kinda nice and cool if you have the same the same mindset as them and pretending to be a cis male. But the second you act "zesty" they'll go back to covering you in slurs. While mentally ill self hating mfs just keep endlessly venting and venting without doing shit to solve their problems and they don't even care that much when you comfort them and give them advice, they just vent for the sake of attention)

Ok yap is over bye