UPDATE!!!!!

oh right if any of you guys think im still going to do the plan on 9/5/2026 i cant anymore since i dont have the thing i was gonna use and because i've been feeling better mentally so i'm still existing i guess(kinda meh and ill be there for my birthday which im not excited for at all but who cares)

so like yipie my birthday is n 4 days so im not really happy about this but uh yeah

i've been feeling like i have to live since i should be happy but im not like mentally 'IM GOING TO KILL MYSEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE' type of stuff im just like 'i just i did kill my sef when i still had meh blade' so uh i dont know how i am actually

i got my mom to cancel my therapy appointment that would've been on the 25th because i genuinely dont find it needed(its a waste of time, PLEASE dont reccomend therapy i will think less of you) BECAUSE ITS NOT GONNA DO ANYTHING talking about my feelings isnt gonna do much tbh

and i might be genderfluid but i feel like the she part of my pronouns is bc i mostly kin girl characters and because i like girly stuff but i dont feel like a girl in the slightest so i might be he/they genderfluid?? is that a thing?? what??? so uh

yeah thats how ive been basically thanks for being my friend and stuff you guys can catch me around and shi i use this bot everyday and WILL respond to questions and stuff

uh you guys can ask questions since im planning on doing a birthday QnA and stuff

also i finished my pencil bot!!! woo!! i mainly did that for virdian but you guys get to enjoy the fruits of my labor aswell! horoay!