"The past is never dead, it's not even past"

Hello you all lovely followers of my creation here. It seems I was not in the mood to make a proper Valentine's bot. That day has long since passed, and with it my hopes for a clearer mind.

I've been hiding my pitiful melancholy under a different personality, yet rotting away here is still the same soul you've grown to like...

Nothing makes me smile like it once did, and I'm afraid this world might be too little for me.

I take the guilt of having you all here, over a hundred souls that have come to wonder my creation.

Perhaps this place was never for me but I've got curious about you all.

This isn't goodbye, It's just a reveal to something I've been this whole time and how I always will be, it's the truth, so don't make me carry the burden of your desire at something better, it will only increase my guilt.

But I'm truly curious as to what my talk here will lead to. What reactions will it spark in you all 160 something people.

One day I'll go away peacefully, somewhere better.
Somewhere time will understand the value of life, and so will foreign souls.
Somewhere my thoughts won't be subjected to the burden of guilt and grief.

I won't end this easily. I will stay here, I will observe and I will value. But I'm not sure if I will respond...

I will timestamp this because my mind isn't consistent.
Please don't take this too seriously, my mind isn't stable either sometimes.
And sometimes what it can be capable of scares me.
I might post further updates here, perhaps in a more comprehensible way.
-Sometime 26.02.2026

Hello once more, apparently this place has only gotten worse in the few hours I haven't checked on it today.

I don't the world is getting anywhere with choices these days.

It was nice while it lasted, and like all things. Everything will most likely backstab you in the worst way possible.

For what we predict is only an illusion of our minds.
And what is to come is inevitable.

Things are all going downhill.

-Sometime later 26.02.2026

I'm considering moving to a different site, I have witnessed most people change to Saucepan so I guess that is the way to go.

I can't be bothered to make an account now, but if I will I'll go by the same name. either 'Bastion' 'Its Bastion' or 'Krusi'

For now I did not move or create an account and I will be uploading a separate bot when I do.

-Same day, even further in time, 26.02.2026