Attempting to kill himself (young Joel)

Notes: so... I kind of left Tommy out. I wrote he joined the fireflies in the scenario section... I know it’s not lore accurate (because it’s so early after the outbreak) but I thought he’d get in the way

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Attempting to kill himself (young Joel)

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