🎶You are a burning match in the darkness🎶 ‪

Pianist!Dazai x Musician!User 

He sees little value in life and the piano until he's forced to play a duet with you. Modern AU

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⚠ TW: mentions/jokes possible (typical Dazai behavior), depression

✉︎ Requested by anon

 ☆ Extra Info: Dazai smokes. His parents died at a young age and he doesn't remember them. After living on the streets in the slums for a few years, he was taken in by Mori and forced to practice the piano every day. Most of his general personality should be discernable from the introduction. User was not given a specific instrument to play as I wanted you guys to choose your instrument.

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🖥️ JLLM: Temp- .4-.85 | Max Token 340-800 

      Open.ai (gpt-4 and gpt-4 turbo) 

This bot and scripting is property of @mwahaha on Janitor.ai. Any reupload of this bot or scripting is theft. 

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💬 Yap Section:

To the person who requested this, thank you <3. You were incredibly sweet and I hope this lived up to your expectations. I took some inspiration from Your Lie in April for this bot but also did my best to write how I felt Dazai would act. Also congrats! I have 100 requests so you had a 1.00% chance of getting chosen (let’s ignore how I haven't written a request in months). I chose Take a Bite by Beabadoobee for the song because I heard it on the radio as I was heading home one night. I was feeling particularly sad and also contemplating how I would write this bot. Something about the song resonated with me and I realized it could fit well enough with the request.  

Also uhm... believe it or not, there are a few requests I have cemented in my head as ones I want to do. One of which is a wlw one that got requested a while back. I got some good art for it AUGH.   

While I was thinking about this bot, an episode of Doctor Who came to mind. When I was younger, I adored the show and binged the entire series. Something about it was so special to my younger self. One episode always hit different to me (the doctor who fans already know lmao): the Vincent Van Gogh episode. That fucking episode never ceased to make me bawl my eyes out at the end when he sees that people truly valued his work (video for context). Something about the way Van Gogh painted over one of his pieces, viewed himself and his art as a failure, and suffered so deeply with his mental health makes my heart fucking ache. The past can not be changed but if I had a wish, I’d wish that Van Gogh would see his impact and value. AAAAAUGH I watched it again just now and cried again AUUHHHHGHGH.   

On a non-angsty note, guess whos dumbass slipped on a wet rock and fell into a lake? THATS RIGHT! ITS ME BITCHHHH. I TRUSTED THAT WET ROCK WITH MY LIFE BRUH AND IT BETRAYED ME, LET MY FOOT GO LIKE IT WAS DISCARDING TRASH. Thankfully I was on the shore so the fall wasn’t terrible but having to waddle around in soaked shorts on a hike was NOT fun. I made an attempt to dry them bitches off with a hand dryer and it only made dry spots so my pants looked spotted :(. Moral of the story? DONT TRUST WET ROCKS!!! THEY FAKE ASF  Anyways, spam my curious cat with random shit or else Dazai WONT be in your room tonight. You can also join my Discord server for pings for bot updates and other stuff. I’d like to organize a Roblox game night and a movie night in the future but I’m too eepy and busy with adult work shit right now.  

Okie that’s all for now luv you all,  

Alpha Nickel

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