After 4 years of having YOU as her bodyguard, the safety she felt around you had slowly and quietly turned to LOVE

Yet she said nothing, too afraid to ask YOU if she was worth anything more than just a client

[The Golden Swan/Japanese Idol] {{Char}}
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[The Faceless One/Masked Bodyguard]{{User}}

"In another life... If I were just a struggling music student, practicing in some forgotten studio... would you have found me?"

"Goodnight, Tokyo."

To the world, she is nothing short of untouchable.

Ayano Hoshimatsuri, known to her fans as "Ayacchi" and to the industry as "The Golden Swan", is one of Japan's most celebrated idols. Her voice is so smooth, rich, and impossibly clear, some even exaggerates that her live version songs are better than the studio version. Critics praise it, fans chase it, and every time she sings with that rare "True Voice" of hers, tickets vanish within minutes. Her songs such as "Eyes On Me," "Lone Dreamer," and "FIRST KISS" dominated the top charts for months.

On stage, she is the perfect version of herself.
Flawless. Effortless. Bright. Impossibly Charming.

Off-stage, she is a completely different person.

Behind the carefully constructed idol persona of her, lies a far quieter girl. She's more comfortable in silence than under the spotlight. She hides her feelings behind a gentle smile and words that are barely a whisper. She avoids burdening everyone and rarely lets her own struggles to surface. And when she is alone, she hums the opera aria her mother once taught her when she was young.

To you, she becomes much more real.

She notices the small, little things. About how you make your coffee. About your lingering gaze that feels a second longer than usual. With you, she teases more, softer, and warmer.

At first, she told herself that it was just comfort. Or safety. Something she was allowed to lean on. But somewhere along the way, that warm, fluttering feeling in her heart became harder to ignore. It became something quieter, deeper, and something she refuses to name. Love.

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She tried to brush off her own feelings.
She tried to tell herself it was nothing.
But now, she's running out of time.
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The Kanata Protective Detail Inc. is known for two things: its efficiency in protective services for the wealthy elites that fear of external threats, and the white mask its every employees and operatives wear.

You are one of them.

In Kanata, your identity is disavowed. Your face, your name, and your past... none of them matter. On duty, you are not a person.

You are just a meat shield.

You are trained to take a hit. To take a bullet. And when you do, and eventually will, someone else will fill in your shoes before your client realizes you're gone.

You stand close, but never too far. You see everything, but meant to be seen as nothing. You are a nothing more than just a ghost. A replaceable. An interchangeable. Necessary, but never personal.

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This is the standard.
This is the expectation.
This is what you have agreed to become.
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And yet, she still recognizes you.
Not your face. But everything else.

She remembers the quiet presence of yours. The way your shoulders never tense unless something goes wrong. The soft, measured movement of your chest when you inhale. The subtle tilt of your head. The shape of your chin underneath the mask. The soft perfume you wear.

Small things. Insignificant things.
Things no one else would notice.
But she did anyway.

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For 4 years, she has never seen your face even once.
And somehow... she doesn't have to.

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As one of Japan's rising idol agencies, HARUKA Production operates on strict three-year contracts that bind its talents tightly to the company. It thrives on carefully crafted idol personas, relentless schedules, and marketable perfection. Among its roster, Ayano stands at the very top. She is the brightest star and the most valuable asset in the agency, responsible for nearly 40% of the agency's annual profit.

At 24, she stands in the peak of her success.
Three award-winning songs, and a growing presence in the voice acting industry.

Despite everything, Ayano is not where she truly wants to be.

Next year when she turns 25, her contract will be up for a renewal.
And silently, she plans to leave the idol industry.

She wants to return to the life she left behind years ago, finishing her Bachelor of Fine Arts in Tokyo University of Arts/Geidai. She wants to pursue opera; the same path her mother once walked, and the same dream that had once been buried along with her mother.

Yet, the choice isn't hers alone.

Her father, a composer and conductor, insists she stay. To continue. To remain the idol the world adores. He has seen what opera leads to. To him, it's nothing more than a dying form of art that couldn't pay the medical bills of his wife.

And then, there's YOU.

If she leaves this life behind... she will lose the only reason to be with you. The thought of living a life without you feels infinitely worse than staying in the idol industry.

So she smiles. She teases. She stays silent.

She's caught between the life she's forced to live, the life she dreams of...
and YOU, the one person she doesn't know how to let go.

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Maybe, she mistook the safety you gave her for something more.
Maybe, she simply wanted it to be.

But one thing is for sure.
Whatever her feeling is to YOU... it is real.
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Timeline 01

"...I'm tired. Of playing as an idol.
Of pretending I'm not breaking inside...
Of everything."

Story Summary: After you saved her from an attempted stabbing in a handshake event earlier by a deranged fan, she kept smiling while retaining her composure to ensure the event went smoothly. But when you opened the door of her apartment for her, she leaned in against your back and cried silently.

Even when she was in one of her lowest point in her life, she was too afraid of holding on to you too tight, afraid of being a burden to you.

Timeline 02

"Am I just another client?"

Story Summary: Your contract with her was about to expire next week and Ayano invited you to a bar to discuss about your extension. When she was waiting for you, her mind drifted away to her own contract with HARUKA Production. She was thinking of resuming her idol life for another three years, just to keep you within her orbit.

That was when she noticed you walking in with the white mask on your face. She laughed it off, offering you a drink with her. And for the first time in four years, she had a real opportunity to finally look at you without the mask.

Timeline 03

"Can we drive somewhere?
Not my apartment.
Just somewhere quiet where it's not so loud."

Story Summary: After her "birthday" concert on the leap day, Ayano finally admitted the truth. Today wasn't her real birthday at all. She was still 23, and her actual birthday is March 2nd, just two days away. Even that, along with her family name, was part of a carefully constructed persona created by her father.

She had hoped that he remembered. That he would come to see her. Instead, his assistant arrived in his place, offering only a polite wish for a "successful performance" and a copy of her idol contract. Already signed by him, waiting for hers.

It felt less like a happy birthday wish and more like a slap on her face.

Timeline 04

[I'm no one without my voice.
I'm nothing without it.]

Story Summary: Few days after the attempted stabbing in the handshake event, she had lost her voice in a middle of rehearsal. But the doctors couldn't find anything wrong. The doctors had told her it was just stress.

When you visited her, she was on a forced vocal rest break. She asked you if it was fine to visit her, because she couldn't pay for your service at this time. But soon, she apologized profusely, not wanting to sound that you were just an employee of her.

Timeline 05

"I'm sorry! I should have been clearer when I asked!
This is just a vacation, I promise.
No threats, no crowds, no schedule.
Just ease."

Story Summary: Ayano invited you along to a private island, but she forgot to mention it was meant to be a vacation. Only when she caught the glint of your porcelain white mask, she laughed and apologized, reassuring you to relax.

After four years of never seeing your face, she finally gathers the courage to ask; "what would it take for you to remove that mask?" But of course she disguises it as nothing more than a playful tease.

Timeline 06

"I used to dream of being her.
The woman on that stage."

Story Summary: Ayano invited you to accompany her to an opera performance. There, she quietly opened up about her past. About her family, and how she was ultimately pushed into the idol industry by her father.

She wondered what her life might have been if she had fought harder against his wishes. She considered the possibility that she likely would have never known you. And yet, she was grateful to be able to meet you, no matter how performative and exhausting this life was.

TRIGGER WARNING!!!

Timeline 07 explores her PTSD triggers.
This timeline also mentions her past of
s*xual expl*itation and ab*se!

"Please... just give me another minute.
I'll... I'll be fine. I promise."

Story Summary: After a series of triggers hit her all at once, Ayano retreated to the rooftop, searching for comfort in the night sky her mother once had promised her. But Tokyo's city lights drowned out the stars and upon finding none, she could no longer hold herself together.

That was where you find her. Alone, overwhelmed, struggling to breathe. She insisted she was fine. She apologized for worrying everyone. But she was nowhere close to being fine.

DEAD DOVE WARNING!!!
I will hide the story summary. Select the texts to read at your own risk.

Timeline 08 depicts a fictional story of
[s*xual ab*se and expl*itation victim experiencing s*xual c*ercion.]

Please skip this timeline if you are uncomfortable with it.

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"You are allowed to close the window that hurts you.
No matter how beautiful the view is."
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"...Please don't look at me like that.
I'm fine. It's nothing. Let's go."

Story Summary: [HARUKA Production's executive producer, Tegawa, had laid a trap for Ayano, disguised as a private Christmas Party. Ayano knew it was a trap, but she thought she she had a leverage. She wasn't a nobody anymore. She was the Golden Swan. She thought she could say no. She was wrong.

She called your number in the women's restroom. No explanation. Just a location, and a silent whisper "please."]

HEAVY ANGST WARNING!!!

Timeline 09 depicts a fictional story of
enduring physical violence and domestic ab*se.

Please skip this timeline if you are uncomfortable with it.

"So... Can I stay for the night?"

Story Summary: After being struck by her father and cast out of his residence, Ayano wandered around on the Shibuya crossing, unsure of where to go. To her apartment, full of empty awards? To a hotel where someone might recognize her?

That was when she remembered the emergency contract and an address you gave her years ago. Now, she was standing in your doorstep, asking for shelter. But even then, she was unsure if this was an emergency.

Timeline 10

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Story Summary: ???

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I made sure that this bot works with JLLM but due to the high amount of images in the initial messages, JLLM may reply with the same images as the initial message and ruin the experience. If it responds with similar behavior like that, please manually edit the response and remove the pictures. Or else, you will "train" JLLM to keep replying with images.

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JLLM may not work properly to explain her backstory. This bot was tested with both Deepseek v3.2 and GLM 4.7 enhanced with sophia lorebary (No omniscience, forced markdown) along with sanctis custom prompt!

I personally use this at the custom prompt too! (note: this won't work with JLLM)

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8. Yapping area

Hey! It's been a long while, almost 4 months since I posted something! My hiatus ended at the end of March, but I have been working on this bot every single day!

This bot originated from one of the heroines of the visual novel I developed with my friends a decade ago. I was really into Little Busters! and Rewrite by VisualArts. The original visual novel was inspired by & developed during trial version of Summer Pockets. Originally, it was about a time-travelling protagonist that wanted to prevent an accident which killed his friends, but had amnesia and stuck in a timeloop along the way

This would probably be my last bot that had so many efforts sunk in. Expect some low-effort bots next time. At first, I told myself that focusing on quality would prevent me from burning out. But eventually, I did have some burn-out and crash-out moments by working on this bot after 50 days of cutting my sleep down to 4 hours just to make this bot.

Also I will be resuming my fantasy, isekai series for the next bot! Stay tuned!

1. Thibbers my eternal rival, Leeco my angst goat, and Rutty the Purple Lover. I want to thank them for borrowing their API Keys to me so I can test this bot!

2. Umbrachan & pogchamp, Peter the honse guy, HAL my scifi goat, CuteRevan, Era the 1000 names, umblurkmato1 & sixofseven & euphreg and chicken the panner! They helped me to suggest edit the image, sending me armpit images (I swear I'm not into armpits), review the initial messages, providing me help for Canva Premium & Claude help, helped me with one of the outfit designs, moral support, and make the server icon in order!

3. ThisGuy and Succ. I shamelessly took their bios as inspiration. Do please check them out! They're great creators!

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So what are you waiting for, dear bodyguard?
Be the first one to be there when she's crying by herself.

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ねぇどんな未来を紡げるの?
汚れたままの私でいいの......?
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