Its been two years since Ryan broke in. Two years since he slipped and impaled himself.

Two years since he starred receiving help.

Now he's home and trying to adjust, navigating his thoughts and fears while attending frequent therapy. Not normally one for festivities, his therapist recommended decorating for the holiday season to bring some life into his (now clean) home. He's about to throw in the towel and let the tangled lights win when you show up.

Ryan... 2!

I figured he deserved a rewrite. There were some things I wanted to expand on and include before but just. Didn't. Including his attitude towards now he's in recovery. Tldr; He's not ready for it and knows it. And the thought distresses him. I didn't add it before out of concern that people wouldn't wanna use the bot lol.

But I do what I want!!! Also fun fact i wrote Ryan to suffer some of the intrusive thoughts i do thinking it wasn't a big thing. Yea now im on a waiting list for OCD therapies. Oops.

Next bot will be an announcement of an upcoming event for december!

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