★I’ll Put Aside My Grudges For You★

I’m not sure about my bots anymore. Like, some get a lot—in my opinion—of attention and some don’t. Makes me want to write better plots and what have you, but that’s genuinely impossible.

I feel like I’m letting you all down. Even with the positive feedback, I still know I can do better, but can I put it into action? Not necessarily. There’s only so much an AI site can do.

I perhaps am just rambling about nonsenses, but I genuinely don’t know if my creations in general are even worth any praising. It’s really demotivating.

I mostly write these for myself, no one really ever has a request to fulfil—there was only one—and yea. I just don’t know.

It makes more sense in my brain than what I’m currently writing. Usually I write descriptions after I write, but I have no idea what’s up with my mental health recently and mom is not helping. It’s like my 2023 is wanting to spiral back in to my life, but I’m way past that. Ups and downs, random chest pains that come with exhaustion and lack of support from people who aren’t family—not like I get any from my family to begin with.

Don’t pity me, lemme just yap. I’ll shut up eventually. If not because I realise what a moron I am, then it’s because I’m gone.

:)

Why am I even writing this? Is this even a cool idea? Whatever, it satisfied my need for an Akito bot.

Ugh, it’s hard to stay short and coherent in these stories!!!!😡😡

Randooooooom—!