yea i don't enjoy this anymore

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yea at the start I met 2 people, that would quickly change my life for the better and those people are my Girlfriend and Dat225Flea (William Johnny) and i realized pretty fast that I wasn't using this website just for gooning, but as a way to cope with being alone but now that I have these people to talk to I rarely open this website anymore.

I also realized 90% of my bots where just me venting into something because I was to scared to talk to anyone.

This morning my girlfriend she told me she loved me and it literally made my heart melt and it hit me that my year and an half on janitor bots have made me feel nothing.

I hope we last long enough for marriage, just gotta hope i don't it up.

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I really love my friends even if I'm not the best at showing it, but other friends i made this year on this website include Hanto and Ruin I love these two guys not in a way tho.

if you wanna find me I'm in 2 discord servers

Neo J

(I'm most active here)

https://discord.gg/8XHrP2kD

the happiest place

https://discord.gg/qMGp4pGE

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will i ever come back? I don't know but thank you for following me it was fun while it lasted.

I love you all 🩵

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