so uh... just realised how long it's been since my last bot 😅 life's been really shitty lately so ive been struggling with getting back on j.ai 😭 the problem is that generating images for bots is so time consuming (i wanted to start doing it properly lol) and so is coming up with ideas and making the bots since i write everything myself. my mum has been kinda sick lately and ive been dealing with a lot of dysphoria so i straight up haven't been opening this website and ive been dreading it.

i don't know if anyone will see this, idk if really made a big enough community on my page that an update is needed, but im making this just so anyone who's been waiting knows. for the time being, im gonna be taking a break, especially with uni starting back up and having a lot of issues there too. i almost wanted to just delete my account, but i would feel bad for anyone who's liked my writing and my bots, ive had it happen with creators i like too 💔 i really didn't expect anyone to find them, and im so grateful that so many people found what they were looking for here, especially my poc and butch4butch lovers 🥹🤞🤞

i really hope that ill be able to come back sooner rather than later, but i gotta deal with a lot of shit first unfortunately, the dysphoria is not going away lol 🥴 trauma dump aside though, thank you for all the support, i appreciate everyone who chatted and commented, this was mostly an escape for me and your comments really made my day every time i read them ❤️❤️ ive not been feeling particularly happy so i really am grateful for it all 🙏

okay rambling over, bye for now 💝💝