"I hurt myself today, to see if I still feel.."

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I couldn't quite understand a shit about SoundCloud but I may or may not randomly paid for it so.. The song is Hurt by Nine Inch Nails. I love the song, might do a few more bots for musicmania thing

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At first, he tried to fill the void. Drinking helped, but only in the way a knife helped a man with an itch—temporary relief, followed by a deeper wound. Cigarettes burned away the silence, but the taste of ash was just another reminder of decay. He tried distractions—fixing things around the house, going for long runs, pushing his body to exhaustion just to feel a fraction of the pain his mind refused to acknowledge.

Nothing worked.

So he started testing the limits. Small things, at first. Pressing his fingers into an old wound just to feel the sting. Holding ice in his bare hands until his skin burned from the cold. Digging his nails into his palm until the half-moon marks lingered long after. Each act a quiet question: Can I still feel?