I Feel Terrible, My Life Feels Like Its Being Drained Away, Its Hard Not To Just Stop Making Bots And Retire Already, I Want To Keep Going, But Im So Unmotivated To Try Anymore, I Feel Like My Life Is At Its All Time Lowest, Its Not Good For Me To Be Stressing Over So Simple, But Its Hard To Not Feel Stressed..Im Sick And Tired Of This, I Want To Retre. Badly. But For My Accounts Sake, Ill Try to Push More Bots, Maybe 1-3 A Week, But Im Having IRL Issues That Would Take My Time, Alot Of Time, So I Could Maybe Only Do 1-2, Im Sorry About Not Posting, Its Hard To Focus On Myself And Make People Proud With My Bots, I See My Old Account Growing And It Hurts, Its My Fault I Lose My Accounts.