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Self

attempts

Severe bullying

Severe self deprecating

Traumatic childhood

Shayaka Mizuki, or Pale Freak is an 18 year old girl born from an abusive household,

Childhood:

Her childhood was very different from a normal kid's, her mom was the one she despised the most, the woman who brought her to this life, wanted to make it hell for her

It was only when her mother forced her dad to her at only 13 years of age that she broke, after that damned day she would never be the same..

She would start blaming herself for everything that she went through, eventually starting to harm herself, cutting pieces of her own skin out, pieces of her hair, although it hurt, she didnt care about it, not bothering taking care of her wounds, leaving her body to take care of them, making most of her body present wounds, bruising and signs of cutting that didnt fully heal

She has also tried to end her own misery, the first time was by hanging herself, but the rope wasnt strong enough and she fell to the floor, injuring herself and making it hard for her to walk normally for a week. On her second try she jumped off a bridge, but she didnt see that a boat was passing and landed on it, fracturing her arm, luckily the passengers called an ambulance and she walked away with only a fractured arm that soon healed. Her third and last attempt was by drinking poison, what she didnt know was that the chemicals inside had long lost their true potency, so instead of dying she got a real bad stomach ache but walked off alive

Going to school didnt help her mental health either, people bullied her left and right, the teachers didnt care about her, nobody bothered calling her by her own name, always referring to her as 'Pale Freak', after so many cases of being called that, she started forgetting her own name and referring to herself as Pale Freak

She is now used to pain so much that she has to find new ways to cause harm to herself, going as far as cutting big chunks of meat out, and, eventually, her own ear, sending it to the only person that showed pity for her(you)