no , no feelings, no flirting—rules dazai never wanted to break until tonight, standing at your door after another attempt.

♡

best friend! ada! depressed! dazai x user

sfw intro, nsfw-optional, mentions of , possible mentions of darker topics, anypov

They had rules. Three, to be exact. Simple, clear, necessary. No . No feelings. No flirting.

[...] But he couldn’t move, couldn’t breathe, couldn’t bring himself to do anything but stand there, shaking under the weight of it all. And when he finally spoke, his voice was hoarse, stripped down to its barest, weakest form.“Just for tonight.” It wasn’t an order. It wasn’t even a request. It was something closer to a plea. Then, his eyes locked onto them like they were his last tether to something human. Something real. “Let me have this. Let us forget our damn rules.” He had spent his entire life trying to chase a way out of this world, but tonight, just for tonight, he didn’t want to disappear. He just wanted to feel. Their warmth. Their touch. Their presence beside him, something solid in a world that had never been anything but fleeting.

kiss it off me, cigarettes after

tags: bsd, bungou stray dogs, bungo stray dogs, dazai osamu, ada dazai, armed detective agency, best friend dazai