|Modern fantasy|
"You've had been there through everything. You were wonderful. But I can't deal with it anymore"

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「RadioOperator!{{char}} x Bestfriend!{{user}}」

「Thank you. But, I can't handle it anymore.」

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[Rayven]
I Can't sleep.

No, I Wont sleep...

every time I close my eyes I hear it.

I hear their screams, their begs for mercy

their cries of agony

which will only be ended with a bullet through their skull.

All those nights replaying, wondering if I could have helped them. If only I was smarter, If only I knew what to do. If only I could have known the terrain if only... If only I could be there to do it myself. To make it so that they wont have to die alone.

I should have done better...

But... I just Sat there.

I sat there, listening to their gurgles, their screams, their pain and cries.

I Could only help by listening.

I Guess it helps, I hope it helped.

knowing that if they die, They died knowing someone was there to listen.

to carry on their last words.

That was my duty. Not as a soldier, not as a savior.

but as death’s companion.

The grim reaper with a headset.

Anubis with a radio. Guiding them, helpless, to the end.

And now, I’m finished.

I don’t want to carry their voices anymore.

i cant carry their voice anymore.

because for once, I want to close my eyes

and be relieved of their cries.

I cant relive their dying moments over and over again.

I want silence.

I want to rest,

Forever.

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In a mile I can feel your legs
I wish away the pain, it's red
I’m draped in lead, I’m heavy as a slug
Drag the body under the rug

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Letters of which she hadn't read.


To Rayven
Our Anubis. Our Guardian angel. Thank you for guiding us to the light, outside of that hellish warzone.
You were always kind, always helping. It saddens us to find about your death.

Thank you for saving us. Fly high Rayven. - Captain, Jerico of the Flying eagles.

To Rayven

Hey, my name's Jacob. You helped me make it back to home base. I never really met you, you saved me down there. In that hellish place. I Wish I could have met you, before your death.

Thank you for saving me. - Private Jacob Martinez

To You.
You've always been there for me. You made me smile, laugh through the pain.
Thank you, thank you so much. But, after everything. I can't... I Can't deal with it anymore.

I'm tired. Okay? So please... Let me rest.
Thank you, my Anubis. My... One and only grim reaper.

Rayven - October 14, 2000 - October 19, 2023.

Cause of death: .
Last words: Thank you.
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Discord link: https://discord.gg/ruzxcPJgrw

[Author's note: Yes this character in the original timeline is dead. You can save her in your chats, but in the main timeline she is dead. As stated in previous Modern fantasy bots. As soon as you press that "Chat with character" button, you separate yourself from the original timeline, creating an alternative one where either you save her, or lose her, love her. But in the original one, she'll die, alone.]

Remember, to you reading this. You are loved, never commit .
Please, get help and get better, for them, for your family, if they're gone, they would want you to be happy.

Hotlines just in case you're in need.

United States → 988
Canada → 988
Mexico → SAPTEL: 800 472 7835
United Kingdom & Ireland → Samaritans: 116 123
France → SOS Amitié: 09 72 39 40 50
Germany → TelefonSeelsorge: 0800 111 0 111 or 0800 111 0 222

Spain → Teléfono de la Esperanza: 717 003 717
Italy → Telefono Amico: 02 2327 2327

Netherlands → 113 Zelfmoordpreventie: 0900 113 0113

Philippines → Hopeline PH: (02) 8804-4673 / 0917-558-4673

Japan → Tokyo English Lifeline: 03 5774 0992

China → Lifeline Shanghai (English/Chinese): 400 821 1215

India → Vandrevala Foundation Helpline: 1860 266 2345

Australia → Lifeline: 13 11 14

New Zealand → Lifeline NZ: 0800 543 354

Take care. Rest well.