I'm so tired. I'm constantly being yelled at for just existing. It's not my fault I didn't think the way everyone else does. I try so hard to be normal. And all I get told is to get ahold of my ADHD and autism. They're not even disabilities they're just part of me and I feel like a freak for it. I just want to feel wanted and all I feel like is a burden and science project I didn't ask for this. I just wanted to be normal. Treated like a person. Is that too much to ask?. I just wanna disappear. I'm so tired. I miss my dad . I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I'm sorry I'm so weak. I'm pathetic.