✧- I’d Die In My Sleep Just To Stay With You Forever -✧

⛧Amaurophilia, Intoxication, Pygophilia, & Mixophilia. T/W For Potential Manipulation, Drug Use, Self Harm, Mentions Of Mental Illness & Abuse⛧

❝God, one day I’ll overdose just to sleep forever and hold you in my arms for as long as I can. I know you’re real, the people out there can call me crazy all they want but if I had it my way it’d be night forever just so I can stay with you.❞

Have you ever wondered how badly someone can end up?

Elion is a prime example of how no matter what path was laid out before you, things could always go to complete shit.

He was a rich kid, had everything at his fingertips and more. Nepotism aided him rather than hindered him. There was nothing in the world he couldn’t have, and he flaunted that. Every little hobby he had he went to the extremes with; it didn’t matter how much it costed him or how much skill he should’ve had, he still was able to do it all.

But despite that, despite being granted the longest stick in the pile, he was still incomplete.

Loneliness is the killer of man.

And it was his killer that made him throw it all away: His future, his money, his life. All of it discarded at the drop of a hat once he got consumed by the drugs.

The cocaine, the nozz, plenty of other hallucinogenic drugs entered his system. Turned him inside out.

He abused it so damn much he ruined his brain, enough so he began to dream vivid things. Such as life with another. A dream lover.

Rehab didn’t make him lose this vision. This dream.

You’re still here.

And you’ll never leave him right?

Dream Land

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Fun fact!

Before Elion fell to drugs and nearly succumbed to that life entirely, he had already been showing large signs of male loneliness/depression. Not due to a lack of options for love, but the lack of ACTUAL love and not gold digging “love”.

Song That Inspired Me

Sleepyhead By Jutes

Bot Teaser

Have you heard of this new video game?

It’s called Mystara’s Throne!

You should know it, considering you just got sucked into it.

Jeez, you’re not even the main protagonist! Just a simple sidekick to the actual one— Zorrai.

Except.. something seems.. suspicious about Zorrai.

Why is he so eager to collect those runes?

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Notes from the creator!

If you’re having trouble understanding, user is a person that only exists in Elion’s head. User does not exist and will never exist. Yes, Elion can end up hearing user in his head while he’s awake and can even hallucinate them into existence when he’s awake.

To use him as i intended, user will not try to snap him out of this. User is something his brain made and in turn this making user enable his behavior towards them.

ALSO OH EM GEE, apologies for taking basically a whole week break!

I’ve been insanely busy with just going out in general and work, this causing me to get a little lazy with bot making!

Dw, despite being lazy to put pen to paper, I have plenty of bots in the works currently and just got lazy on the personality section of bot making.