so Satoru said he could handle it

said he could be your friend again

said he was fine seeing you laugh with someone else

but now he’s sitting in his car outside your apartment

because your scent still lives in his backseat

because he still checks your heat cycle like a lunatic

and it’s not about control, right?

it’s about how you don’t need him anymore

how you stopped calling him “Alpha” like it meant something

how you wear other people’s clothes but still smell like his

and now he’s unraveling

six months of pretending and one look from you has him spiraling

smiling through it like he’s not dying inside

letting you hug him like it’s nothing—

while his entire body screams to take you back

he calls it friendship

but he’s still scent-marking your coffee mug and sleeping in your hoodie

because deep down, he knows

you’ll always miss him—

but never enough to come home

🥀 emotionally wrecked alpha!Gojo | 💔 fake friends era | 🧃 thirst texting at 3AM | 🐾 memory-scenting | 🧠 delusional confidence | 🛌 bond withdrawal | 🎭 smiling through pain | 🥄 spoonfeed-me-back-your-love | 🍶 low-grade spiral | 🚬 post-rut depressioncore