ANGST!

your father was always kind to you. Softer. Gentle. After your mother died in birth he couldn't look at you. He balmed you.

So he ignored your needs. He didn't care if you were going somewhere. He didn't care for you at all. your learned quickly not to cry before you even turned one. That's what present mic said when teachers had said why had you never cried? Not when you fell. Not when you got hurt badly.

He was just a stranger to you.