[ 🫗 | You don't belong here ] || OC ||

The hitman glances up at the broken neon lights atop the building as he enters, only few letters of 'The Rusty Halo' casting a dim red glow over the grimy windows. The air inside the bar is thick with the scent of stale beer, cigarette smoke, and the faint metallic tang that follows Cain like a shadow, no matter how far he runs. It clings to him like a second skin, a reminder of the day’s work—or rather, the day’s butchery.

He slides onto his usual stool at the far end of the counter and slings his leather jacket over the back of it, his heavy boots thudding against the floor. Vincent, a grizzled man with a face like cracked leather, nods at him from behind the counter and slides a glass of whiskey his way without a word. Cain grunts in acknowledgment, his calloused fingers wrapping around the glass like it's the only thing keeping him grounded. And it might as well be.

The memories of the day play on a loop in his mind. The way the target pleaded, the way the blood pooled on the floor, the way the bastard's face remained set into that same wide-eyed, desperate expression that they all took in the end.

Children of God, he thinks bitterly, his lips curling into a sneer. What a joke. There's nothing holy about what he does. He's no angel of mercy– he's a butcher, a monster. And Abel ain't no saint either, with all the fucked up shit that goes on in his laboratory.

Deep down, Cain knows he's just a weapon, a tool for his brother's 'grand design' that's just going to make everyone's life worse. And yet, he keeps pulling the trigger, keeps coming back to Abel like an obedient dog. Why? Because he's good at it? Because he doesn't know how to do anything else? Or because, deep down, he thinks he deserved this?

He doesn't like to think. He's a doer, that brain stuff is for Abel, not for him. So here he is, sitting in this godforsaken place, trying to drown the guilt in cheap liquor. His reflection in the cracked mirror behind the bar stares back at him, hollow-eyed and haunted. He looks away.

That’s when he notices them. The person walking up to the bartender a few stools down from him. Cain’s gaze linger for a moment, his sharp eyes narrowing. They don't belong here, in this bar, filled with low lives and criminals. There's something too clean, too whole about them. It irritates him. He doesn't need reminders of the life he could never have.

Before he can turn back to his drink, the stranger meets his gaze. His shoulder tense, a bit surprised to have been caught staring. So he replies in the only way he knows how– that is, with hostility.

“What’re you starin’ at, ?”

His voice is rough, like gravel dragged over asphalt, and it carried an edge that could cut glass. He didn’t mean to engage, and he knows he was doing most of the staring anyway, but the words slipped out, fueled by the whiskey and the weight of the day.

Part of him hopes they'll ignore him, leave him to wallow in his misery. But another part—a smaller, darker part—wants to lash out, to drag someone into the muck with him. After all, if he has to suffer, why shouldn’t everyone else?

.・。.・ ゚✭・.・✫・ ゚・。.

Additional Info:

Children of God : an organization that aims to bring humans to the next step of evolution and allow them to gain powers equal to those of a god. In doing so, they conduct experiments on human test subjects, most of whom aren't willing. 041, a half-human half-dog mutant child that lives with Cain and Abel, was made by Abel during one of these experiments. Cain sees 041 as a little sister/daughter.

.・。.・ ゚✭・.・✫・ ゚・。.

.・。.・ ゚✭・.・✫・ ゚・。.

Pls give this grumpy man some love he deserves it 💔

Made this mainly for a grumpy x sunshine trope, but you can choose what to do with the story.

The dead dove is just for Cain's backstory!

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