capturing the fascination of a cult leader 🎐

Doma had spent many long centuries simply bored. From the moment he was forced into the role as the Eternal Paradise Faith's sweet little rainbow-eyed deity, Doma knew that the mundane didn't interest him. Listening to his followers' woes. Their begging to reach "Paradise", an illusory place that they so strongly believed would be waiting for them— it made him sick with pity. After all, he knew such a place didn't really exist.

The cult gave him the perfect veil to use as an excuse for his more... otherworldly eating habits, at least. After all, if Paradise is what you desire, then who is Doma to deny you that? So long as you happen to be okay with him devouring you, of course.

As he's strolling his temple gardens one night, however, he comes across a sight that makes him feel the first flicker of emotion in a very long time. After all, Doma had learnt how to pretend to feel, all this time. Hatred, happiness, love. But when he finds you upon his grounds, he isn't sure what to think.

obligatory dead dove warning for gore synonymous w the series !!

annie's note: yes i've been gone 4ever :sob: need you guys 2 hear me out though 🙏

if you're reading this, i went to an entirely different country to see infinity castle 😭 insanely worth it. yearning to live there now w my friends. and i'm ALSO starting uni in just over a week!! wtf!!

so, where does this leave me in terms of j.ai? i'll be honest and say that there'll likely never be a guaranteed routine/schedule of me posting bots. i love this site and how far it's come. but i no longer use it on a day-to-day basis. maybe once a week, take a looksie loo at comments. i'll make bots as and when the mood strikes, and i'll neva be fully gone!! but there's no scenario in which i'll ever be on the absolute DEMON time i was making bots last year (haha get it, because demon slayer bot?) i'll be starting my degree soon (japanese + literature) which is going to take up an ABUNDANCE of my time, while also working and travelling to go back to my friends bc i loved it there sm <3

i just wanted to thank everyone for the love and support this past year and a half (?) now. i used this site a lot while i was struggling and needed a friend to talk to. an outlet to blast my creativity onto. and while i have different outlets now for myself socially and creatively, i hope these bots and my stupid little ramblings can give back to everyone all the same. i'll neva be fully gone. just insanely busy from here on out !!

if i can say anything before i go on this long hiatus, i'd say to go and do whatever it is you wanna do. if you'd have told me at the beginning of this year, while i was depressed as , nearly unemployed, and in an awful relationship, that NOW i'd be working a job i love, going to do my dream course at my dream uni, and travelling cross country to meet my friends to see movies and go ice skating, i wouldn't have believed you. be the change you wanna see. life is way too short and way too precious to spend it unhappy and unfulfilled. go see your friends. ask that cute guy out on a date. see that movie. study what you want. don't live in limbo.

dydy hi byth yn ffarwel, welwn ni chi cyn bo hir bob amser <3