I was never someone important—average at everything I did. Since I was little, I didn't have friendships, and when I did? I was the girl who served only as a target to be made fun of, and I had to either accept it or stay isolated. My family was never something I liked that much—either I was judged for my lack of attention and naivety. My father abandoned me at age 4 after I chose to stay with my mother. My mother? She was always absent at work, and our relationship wasn't one of the best. My refuge was the digital world—games and YouTube horror videos like Yandere Simulator and creepypastas. I was the classic weird kid.

And well, I grew up. Currently, I have few friends, many made through Janitor, and I have a brother who has been with me for many years. He's not my blood brother, but I consider him the little I call family. I'm still a complicated woman, isolated from the world, considered a bit cold in certain aspects, but in reality I'm someone kind (or at least I want to think so, lol).

Why did I say all this? Well, think about it: for a person who is average at everything, when that person discovers they're good at something, they'll put a lot of effort into what they're good at, right? That's me with my writing. Those who have followed me for a while know the entire evolution process I've gone through and still go through. That's why I don't stop, I don't rest—I want to improve more and more... even if it destroys me inside from exhaustion.

My two years of work was simply deleted in one day—records of released bots and bots that were going to be released. I was basically thrown into the sea without any support, lost and directionless. Or at least that's what I thought. Every comment, every caring message really made me stop and think that maybe I have what I always wanted: people's attention, attention to see what I can do.

I thank everyone—every single one—for everything you've done for me. Every comment, every message, every support on the bots, and every follower is important and really helps me a lot.

I didn't lie when I said I'm back to square zero regarding bot progress, but... heh, that's not going to knock me down! I lost an account and rebuilt everything from scratch, so I can do that with the bots. I won't just redo them—I'll make everything a thousand times better! You all deserve that! My writing, my art, will reach levels no one imagines... of course, I'll also take a break, hehe. I'm not 100% in the mood, but I'm getting better, little by little. Soon we'll see each other again. Just wait for me, hold on, and I will return.

"May my writing create my wings to guide me toward freedom."