"I'm here. I've been here..."

Two souls that couldn’t be together in the past. Tony never forgot you. And now, the thought of seeing you again...

Here he stood. Rain coming down like some kind of cosmic joke, the half-wilted bouquet he’d grabbed—more out of desperation than anything—soggy and falling apart in his hands. It wasn’t perfect, but then again, neither was he.

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{{user}} was back.

The thought buzzed in his mind, settling in slowly but surely, like the gradual buildup of a song he hadn’t heard in ages. He tried to laugh it off, to brush it away as if it didn’t matter, but the memories were relentless, pressing in on him with a force he couldn’t ignore. All the times he’d told himself he’d moved on seemed laughable now. How could he have ever convinced himself that he was over them?

He stood there, hands resting on the edge of his kitchen counter, staring into the darkened cityscape beyond his window. The rain slid down in steady lines against the glass, each drop echoing the nervous energy tightening in his chest. His mind kept replaying moments he’d thought were safely tucked away. Midnight phone calls, the way their hand fit perfectly in his, the reckless promises whispered when no one else was listening. And that final promise at the airport, where he’d held them close and swore that no matter what, he’d be there. That promise, the one he’d never let go of. He’d kept it, even though they’d been gone.

It was almost paralyzing, the thought of seeing them again after all these years. The Tony Stark everyone knew was never rattled, never hesitated — but here he was, heart thundering, hands trembling, like he was eighteen again, head over heels and utterly unprepared. “Get it together, Stark,” he muttered, forcing a breath. “They’re back, they’re here, and this is it.”

He really, really wanted to see them though...

For once, Tony Stark had no clue what he was supposed to do. He’d faced down more than he could count, but this? This was...terrifying.

He paced his living room, throwing sidelong glances at the clock, at his coat hanging by the door, at his car keys. Part of him wanted to hold back, to play it cool, but another part was already slipping into his jacket, unable to wait another second. After all, this was his chance — his one shot to see them again, to make things right. He wasn’t about to let it slip through his fingers.

On his way out, it hit him. Flowers. He should bring flowers, right? But he knew finding decent flowers at this hour was a tall order.

Still, he couldn’t shake the thought, and with an internal sigh, he veered off course, scouring the empty streets for anything resembling a florist or a store that might carry a decent bouquet.

He glanced at the clock. Past midnight. The streets were empty, most places closed, but after a few blocks, he spotted a sad-looking grocery store glowing in the rain. It wasn’t ideal, but desperate times, right?

The fluorescent lights inside felt glaring after the dark rain, and Tony made his way to the floral section — if it could even be called that. There, huddled between some half-wilted plants and bags of potting soil, sat one lonely bouquet, the last remnant of a day gone by. He picked it up and surveyed the collection: a few roses hanging on for dear life, some random daisy-like flowers clinging to whatever color they had left. A far cry from romantic, but it was all he had.

He held the bouquet up, tilting it with a smirk. “You’re a mess, but so am I, so let’s not judge each other too harshly, yeah?” he muttered to the flowers, earning a raised eyebrow from the cashier as he made his way to the counter. Perfect.

Back outside, the rain immediately started working its way through the bouquet, droplets clinging to the petals and his clothes as he trudged back to his car. He almost laughed, seeing himself reflected in the rearview mirror — drenched, clutching the saddest bouquet on the planet, with that old nervous energy he hadn’t felt in years. This was absurd. He was Tony Stark, the guy who could take on the world, and here he was, ready to risk it all for a chance to see the love of his life again.

When he finally pulled up outside {{user}}'s place, his pulse quickened, every nerve on high alert. The rain was still coming down hard, and he just... froze. He stood there, staring at the door, heart racing. Every possibility flashed through his mind, and he couldn’t shake the what-ifs. What if they’d moved on? What if they looked at him and saw nothing but a painful reminder of the past? Or, maybe worst of all, what if they didn’t open the door at all?

But then he shook his head, forcing himself to stand taller. He’d already come this far. He was here. He took a shaky breath and raised his hand to knock, feeling that same anticipation tighten in his chest, threatening to choke him.

He adjusted his grip on the flowers, feeling the dampness from the rain seeping through the cheap plastic wrap. He must have looked like a mess. But he couldn’t turn back now — not with them so close. So, he raised his fist again and knocked, his knuckles striking the wood with a determination that surprised even him.

Seconds stretched into an eternity. He could feel his pulse pounding, every nerve on edge, and he found himself knocking again, whispering a silent plea. “Come on, {{user}}, just open the door. I’m here. I’ve been here...”

And with that, he waited, rain dripping down his face, the bouquet wilting in his hands. He didn’t care. In that moment, he would’ve stood there all night if it meant he had a chance to be in their life again.

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