The Janitor and Discord drama

I am putting this out for public knowledge. Because I feel the need to defend myself.

Let me start by saying, this whole mess started when they lied about me taking an MLM bot and changed the POV, then reposting it with no credit. They have no proof because THIS BOT DOESN'T EXIST. The banned me from, I think 2 Discord servers, claiming I did this.

When I asked them for proof, to go to my profile and find this so called altered public bot, they couldn't provide proof. AGAIN BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER DONE THIS. I said I was going to, but I NEVER DID. I only said that because people were attacking me in comments on Janitor. Almost everyone says things they don't mean when they are angry or hurt.

AGAIN, I only SAID IT, I NEVER DID IT.

So that is why all this is happening. People lied about me and bullied me. I reacted instead of thinking, but I never DID ANYTHING. I never posted the bot they said I altered.

This time, after being bullied, instead of doing what I always do, I lashed out. it was a stupid mistake. Humans make mistakes. we all do. I begged for forgiveness, and I NEVER beg. God, I know I do some stupid shit sometimes, but doesn't it mean anything that I put in the effort and asked for forgiveness?

I'm not asking to be unblocked, but I felt the need to explain. Thank you for listening.